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When people start telling me i look good, and i look happy i start to worry. I start to get feelings that i'm not going to be alive much longer. That somehow in the midst of my happiness, that something tragic is going to happen to me. I don't know what it is. Just a fear, i guess. A subconcious realization that "when life looks like easy street there is danger at your door."
There are other times that i have feelings of this, oh i don't know... background sadness. Its like background radiation playing on my thoughts. I have been spending alot of time alone for work. Long hours alone driving and thinking.
"You think too much"
There are other times that i have feelings of this, oh i don't know... background sadness. Its like background radiation playing on my thoughts. I have been spending alot of time alone for work. Long hours alone driving and thinking.
"You think too much"