Stolen from a Geeky Nerd (which is redundant and oxymoronic)
:List ten things you want to say to ten people.
:Nameless.
:Comment, but no promises.
1. You amaze me. You do. How can you excel at everything? I look at your artwork, read your writing, listen as you play your instruments. How can a person be so extraordinary? I envy you, i really do. And i hate it that i do.
2. I feel abandoned by you sometimes. We used to be so close and talk about everything, nothing, and the things in between. Now there is only awkward silence and forced conversation as we grope our way toward tangible subjects. Maybe it's my fault for losing that gene which enabled me to talk about everything to anyone. Maybe i'm to blame. Or maybe time has distanced us apart.
3. I need to stop having these fantasies of where you and I go to the Dairy Queen and i get an Oreo blizzard and you get the Brownie Blast sundae and we sit in your car and eat and talk and then you kiss me. Because it's never going to happen. So get out of my mind.
4. I feel like you use me sometimes. We won't talk for weeks on end but then you suddenly approach me and ask me questions. You dump all your sorrows, worries, and fears on me and never really try to listen when i wish to talk about mine. It has been better lately i agree, but it will never be the friendship that i hope for. It will always be me caring for you more. But then again, it's always like that.
5. I feel that however awesome my artwork may be, it will never surpass yours.
6. You make me feel ashamed of myself, sometimes. Why can't you understand that i sometimes like to be a cynical, sarcastic, and cutting person who says mean things in jest? Don't you know that i dont mean it? You always have to reply back with some innocent, tactless retort, aimed apparently at nothing but always striking me in the heart. Do you do it because you are truly that stupid and over-sensitive and you want to embarass me in front of him? Lighten up. But i love you all the same.
7. Why are you acting that way? Have i done something wrong? If i havent, stop acting like an irritable jerk to me. You know i hate it when people who claim to be my friends just act like asses to me because i'm me. Don't think i'll put up with it and don't think that it doesn't hurt my feelings because it does. I have no idea why you're doing this so please just stop and let's go back to the way things were.
8. I would love to wear the things you do but i am way too fat.
9. I have a problem that I cannot explain,
I have no reason why it should've been so plain,
Have no questions but I sure have excuse,
I lack the reason why I should be so confused.
I know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you.
That pretty much says everything... perfectly. I can't put it better, so I won't try.
(I stole this from someone, word for word)
10. It's fun to flirt with you. Disgusting, i must admit, because you make me feel like a superficial girl, but flattering nonetheless. So thanks.
Addendum:
11. I'm glad i was outgoing enough to stalk you and befriend you. You're pretty cool. And a pimp. And im thinking, also a genius. We should do things sometime- but no Korean Karaokeing cuz that's just lame. I think you know who you are. So call me.