i hate you, pms
I was sobbing for like an hour last night because I'm the only single girl in the house. It actually got me thinking about Nik again even though I told myself I don't want to get back together with him. DON'T WORRY, I'M NOT GOING TO TRY TO. It just got me thinking about the circumstances which would lead to such a decision.
I think we'd have to be normal chilled out friends for a while before I'd know if I want to. I mean, being set up doesn't really lead to an organic relationship, I didn't feel like myself 100% of the time and I absolutely know he changed parts of himself while he was with me. I don't think I actually know him all that well, I'd need to just be normal friends with him for a while before I would even know if we're suited for each other.
I don't really know where I'm going with this. This isn't a plan to see if I should try to get back together with him, it's just speculation, musings, nonsense. I don't even know why I'm writing this up, I need to go to class and practice my audition piece.
I think we'd have to be normal chilled out friends for a while before I'd know if I want to. I mean, being set up doesn't really lead to an organic relationship, I didn't feel like myself 100% of the time and I absolutely know he changed parts of himself while he was with me. I don't think I actually know him all that well, I'd need to just be normal friends with him for a while before I would even know if we're suited for each other.
I don't really know where I'm going with this. This isn't a plan to see if I should try to get back together with him, it's just speculation, musings, nonsense. I don't even know why I'm writing this up, I need to go to class and practice my audition piece.