you never out-grow being the baby
My cousin from Jersey is in town for a while for work. I love seeing my family but I hate feeling like the baby. My cousin, Nik, and my brother are both going out for drinks and food and stuff, having a nice evening in the city and I feel entirely excluded. I know they're only hanging out because Neal was already in Toronto and they're going out after work and stuff, but man, I feel like such a little kid, sitting at home with the grown ups while the cool kids go have fun. It's always been like this. I'm the youngest. I'm the girl. Let the older boys go out and have fun, you stay home where it's safe. We'll have fun too, playing cards and watching TV.