well in complete opposite of my last post
Dear Journal,
yesterady morning i was woken with a phone call...from my mom and not a very pleasant one especially for 7 in the fucking morning. as always it was not short, not sweet, but deffintally to the point. part of it was to tell me when i got an appointment to see the doctor, and part of it was to stream at me and threaten to disown me. it was because of the letter i signed when my dad had me in the car. this whole fucking retarded fiasco is all about me getting a car. as some may know its from when my dad bought my eclipse and made an aggrement with my mom that she would give hime back the money for it with the child support money she was recieving since she snuck and but a lean on his settlement. i heard the conversation she said ok as long as it was under 6000 and even if she didn't say oki then, she acted like she had agreed to it later. telling me to tell him that the money hadn't come in yet. thats showing some fucking agreement to pay him something.
anyways my mother said she would never fucking forgive me and never speak to me again if i signed that letter and i did sign it but i don't remember half of what she said it said. and the only reason i signed it was because i can't just sit there and denie the truth of what i heard escepially when its one of my parents making me sign it, because they both have me whipped.
i'm not going into that right now. i've decided that i need to get up right now and leave, find my moms boyfriend and find out the judges name and then go to the court house and pray he's there and that i'll be able to speak with him. although i don't trust her boyfriend that he won't tell her.
either way i've got to speak with the judge and then maybe i'll have to go get some stuff out of my my house before she throughs it outside and sets it on fire.
jes.
yesterady morning i was woken with a phone call...from my mom and not a very pleasant one especially for 7 in the fucking morning. as always it was not short, not sweet, but deffintally to the point. part of it was to tell me when i got an appointment to see the doctor, and part of it was to stream at me and threaten to disown me. it was because of the letter i signed when my dad had me in the car. this whole fucking retarded fiasco is all about me getting a car. as some may know its from when my dad bought my eclipse and made an aggrement with my mom that she would give hime back the money for it with the child support money she was recieving since she snuck and but a lean on his settlement. i heard the conversation she said ok as long as it was under 6000 and even if she didn't say oki then, she acted like she had agreed to it later. telling me to tell him that the money hadn't come in yet. thats showing some fucking agreement to pay him something.
anyways my mother said she would never fucking forgive me and never speak to me again if i signed that letter and i did sign it but i don't remember half of what she said it said. and the only reason i signed it was because i can't just sit there and denie the truth of what i heard escepially when its one of my parents making me sign it, because they both have me whipped.
i'm not going into that right now. i've decided that i need to get up right now and leave, find my moms boyfriend and find out the judges name and then go to the court house and pray he's there and that i'll be able to speak with him. although i don't trust her boyfriend that he won't tell her.
either way i've got to speak with the judge and then maybe i'll have to go get some stuff out of my my house before she throughs it outside and sets it on fire.
jes.