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Dear Journal,
don't worry i'm actually not going to rant for once. hahah i'm quite out of it. ahahh
I think I'm stressing and its really getting to me. my emotions are going nuts. ahahah i've been getting pissed off so easily and hurt really quickly. neither i enjoy feeling.
ermm i can't sleep. i'm at that point where my eyes are hurting but i just can't seem to relax. i'm at 20 hours for today. not too bad since i slept for at least 7 hours total last night, but i havn't been sleeping soundly. i havn't been having to get up super early because i told brandon i can't give him a ride until i get my own self in order. i totally just forgpt what i was thinking about X_X
bahh
anyways i got a pretty spiffy new myspace layout up that you few should go check. one day i'll get this thing up and running probably. haaha altyhough the myspace one isn't complete but fucking myspace won't let me do so much that im having to compermise til i can find a way around the limits.
i've got court techically tomorrow so i've got to call the court house to day and probably go by it to see if will still get all the points tak'n off my license if i go to court because i have work the same day so i really don't want to. i need my mesally 2 days a week. =[ i got the job at spankies but i havn't gotten any hours yet. i think i'll give her a ring today too about that. as nervous as i am i need that cash flow.
i will go to court for teh second ticket. i can probably get it dropped down so it wont take as many points.
hdaushd dbahhh
i talked to ryne tonight. i hadn't in foreveer. he's still the same although i wish i could cheer him up just a bit. sometimes he seems like he wants to be happy. =]
wow i got to this house today before anyone got home, watched them go to sleep and now i'm hearing their alarm clocks. ahahhah
i won't talk about the rest of today because it was retarded!! =[ fucking banks not exsisting.
bahhh i'm goinhg to fill my kakuro addiction, maybe it'll put me to sleep. =]
JEssie~<3
don't worry i'm actually not going to rant for once. hahah i'm quite out of it. ahahh
I think I'm stressing and its really getting to me. my emotions are going nuts. ahahah i've been getting pissed off so easily and hurt really quickly. neither i enjoy feeling.
ermm i can't sleep. i'm at that point where my eyes are hurting but i just can't seem to relax. i'm at 20 hours for today. not too bad since i slept for at least 7 hours total last night, but i havn't been sleeping soundly. i havn't been having to get up super early because i told brandon i can't give him a ride until i get my own self in order. i totally just forgpt what i was thinking about X_X
bahh
anyways i got a pretty spiffy new myspace layout up that you few should go check. one day i'll get this thing up and running probably. haaha altyhough the myspace one isn't complete but fucking myspace won't let me do so much that im having to compermise til i can find a way around the limits.
i've got court techically tomorrow so i've got to call the court house to day and probably go by it to see if will still get all the points tak'n off my license if i go to court because i have work the same day so i really don't want to. i need my mesally 2 days a week. =[ i got the job at spankies but i havn't gotten any hours yet. i think i'll give her a ring today too about that. as nervous as i am i need that cash flow.
i will go to court for teh second ticket. i can probably get it dropped down so it wont take as many points.
hdaushd dbahhh
i talked to ryne tonight. i hadn't in foreveer. he's still the same although i wish i could cheer him up just a bit. sometimes he seems like he wants to be happy. =]
wow i got to this house today before anyone got home, watched them go to sleep and now i'm hearing their alarm clocks. ahahhah
i won't talk about the rest of today because it was retarded!! =[ fucking banks not exsisting.
bahhh i'm goinhg to fill my kakuro addiction, maybe it'll put me to sleep. =]
JEssie~<3