When i die?
Today i was sitting beside one of my best friends on the train and she asked me "what do you think will happen to us after we die?" i've thought about it before but it was only at that moment that i really felt like i wasn't afraid to die. I know that once we die we obviously aren't alive but i don't think we just stop. And for me, it's that simple. We are still there, just not alive. When i asked her the same question she told me that she thinks what happens is up to the person. If you want to be reincarnated, then you will be. If you want to go to Heaven, then you can, even Hell if that's what you want. But i don't think we ever stop and i don't think we ever began. We just are. But i think that because i feel the same way about time. There's no way it can end, so i don't think it ever began. It's hard for me to understand when i try to go into depth, so I won't.
Easter has come and gone.. i ate sooo much chocolate (but i still don't regret it! i love it too much to regret it!) and it was nice quiet occasion. My family went to visit our Poppa to see how he was doing and to wish him happy easter.. he lives alone out on a farm, he has been ever since Nanna passed away and i wish very much that hw would at least move into town if not to where we live. But he refuses and wants to stay where he is. He must be so lonely.. poor Poppa.
I only have 4 more days of holidays (noooo!) and as much as i love holiday time, i miss everyone from school.. and i'm looking forward to seeing everyone again.
Chapter 219 of Tsubasa was wonderful~ i'm so happy to see the clones again! i didn't think they died, that's just too mean.. but is it leading up to more angst? i mean, the manga is coming to an end, but it's like it's leading up to something sad and then happy. It's like i'm just waiting for them to hug and be like "i love you! i love you! i love you!" haha~ but i'll definitely be sad when this story finishes. That's when Kobato comes in. i might be wrong but i'm pretty sure they are animating it once Tsubasa has finished towards the end of the year.. (?) i absolutely love CLAMP's works~ they're so beautiful.
Easter has come and gone.. i ate sooo much chocolate (but i still don't regret it! i love it too much to regret it!) and it was nice quiet occasion. My family went to visit our Poppa to see how he was doing and to wish him happy easter.. he lives alone out on a farm, he has been ever since Nanna passed away and i wish very much that hw would at least move into town if not to where we live. But he refuses and wants to stay where he is. He must be so lonely.. poor Poppa.
I only have 4 more days of holidays (noooo!) and as much as i love holiday time, i miss everyone from school.. and i'm looking forward to seeing everyone again.
Chapter 219 of Tsubasa was wonderful~ i'm so happy to see the clones again! i didn't think they died, that's just too mean.. but is it leading up to more angst? i mean, the manga is coming to an end, but it's like it's leading up to something sad and then happy. It's like i'm just waiting for them to hug and be like "i love you! i love you! i love you!" haha~ but i'll definitely be sad when this story finishes. That's when Kobato comes in. i might be wrong but i'm pretty sure they are animating it once Tsubasa has finished towards the end of the year.. (?) i absolutely love CLAMP's works~ they're so beautiful.