What is going on?
I have, as of January 10, 2005 vowed to refrain from using AIM as obsessively as i have been, mainly as a means to distract myself from the agony of study. It happened all too frequently, reading your away messages over and over again in an attempt to keep me sane. Now i will only abuse livejournal and faceboook, and those too must go INDEFINITELY!!!! I am approaching finals and a paper due date and chemistry has left me with no choice but to ace the final or risk getting a C. i dont even care anymore, but my application for postgraduate work cannot have that blemish. IT SHALL NOT!!!
And to the REAL purpose of this entry...
A certain someone is scaring me with his entries. He may or may not read this, but it bothers me that he is using livejournal in such a manner. And honestly, i hope this is all a lie and a cry for attention becuz people who cry for this type of attention actually really really REALLY need attention. But at least the problem wouldnt be as bad. And i cannot be apathetic because THAT is not my nature. I dont even know what i want from this situation. I hope i'm exaggerating. I hope it's a lie. I hope it's just a small bout of depression that will pass and i wont have to wonder anymore.
And to the REAL purpose of this entry...
A certain someone is scaring me with his entries. He may or may not read this, but it bothers me that he is using livejournal in such a manner. And honestly, i hope this is all a lie and a cry for attention becuz people who cry for this type of attention actually really really REALLY need attention. But at least the problem wouldnt be as bad. And i cannot be apathetic because THAT is not my nature. I dont even know what i want from this situation. I hope i'm exaggerating. I hope it's a lie. I hope it's just a small bout of depression that will pass and i wont have to wonder anymore.