'Bout damn time!

Dec 24, 2006 01:32

I'm an attractive woman. I usually don't feel that way, in fact, I've never felt that way, but, now, I do. I don't care if you agree or not, because I know I am. I've never actually said that before and meant it. Sure, I may have a few extra pounds, but no one's perfect, and they're going away, and even if they don't, who cares? I might even consider myself hot. And I'm a good person, too. I would make an excelent girlfriend. I like video games, I get the boy time, I don't manipulate if I can help it, I love to give affection but I need my own space too. I know that you can't just expect a guy to read your mind, if you want something, you have to speak up. I also know how to not smother and how to have a good damn time. And, in spite of all of this, and in spite of me wanting a boyfriend for a long time now... I have changed my mind. I don't want one anymore. I am happy being me, I'm happy with myself... I don't need a man and, for the first time in my life, I can really, honestly, say that and it feels amasing. It feels so wonderful, like I'm free, from all of that shit. I am ready to hang out and be chill and, if the opportunity arrises and it's appealing, possibly hook up, without giving it up. I kick ass and I'm not going to settle for anything less. It's empowering to knwo that and, frankly, It's about time that I've realised it. So, to any hopefuls, sorry and to anyone reading this thinking... why does she feel that good about herself... fucking suck it, bitch! *giggles* I rock.
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