Hospital=fun
So guys..I just got back from the fuckin hospital.Dont flip and shit, but yeah lets just say that wasnt exactly the funnest experience.I'm suprisingly still sober at the moment, shit..Im such a dumb ass I dont even know how to take my coke right haha..shit lol.Natalie was leaving and I went to follow after her I guess and fell down the stairs or something?I dont even remember too much,I was drifting in and out of contiousness and I remember thinking I was honestly going to die or that I was dead, you know?I mean the bright light shining down on her head as she towered over me hardly in any condition to speak or move or anything..thought she was an angel.I dont really have any recollection whats been going on these past days but I...I really think whatever i've done..i've fucked up bad this time.*a tear starts to fall*.If I hurt anyone...i'm sorry and please understand the reasons why it all led to coke..to..to this path.*sighs*.Fuck I was fuckin puking up blood and shit and my heart was KILLING me and I was so cold,I thought..shit this is fuckin it..im GONE! Thank god she didnt leave me, thank god she didnt leave me right then and there just like that in that condition because even though she went against my wishes and called for help and asistance, I probably would not be here today if she hadn't.I FUCKIN HATE HOSPITALS THOUGH!!FUCK!!Suprized I aint dead haha. I had fuckin tubes runnin fuckin EVERYWHERE when I woke up and I just felt like a fuckin lab rat it sucked donkey dick dude,I was SO confused.And then I was nakey.They fuckin changed me into a fuckin gown.There has been so many faggot ass guys that want to look at my dick and I bet that was the docters excuse *shutters at the thought* EWW.So like,im alright so far but yeah they want me to watch the fuck out.Whatever!*rolls eyes*
p.s.~Tay dude you still not talkin to me?Your brother nearly dies and thats not enough to make you want to talk to me about whatever the fuck is going on?Like I said,I really dont have any recollection of these past few days.
p.s.~Tay dude you still not talkin to me?Your brother nearly dies and thats not enough to make you want to talk to me about whatever the fuck is going on?Like I said,I really dont have any recollection of these past few days.