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They hurt so badly,
These "non-existent" stab wounds,
Carved so delicately into the exterior.
I'm going nuclear tonight,
To clean this tainted slate,
It's not a sickness,
Not a weakness,
You're all the things I hate,
It's just the false security,
You reasured my mother with,
That you're everything a guy could ever want.
-KS

"Running Away: Harder To Do On Romantic Beaches"
Another Sunday,
I wake up cold,
I'm lying naked and alone.
I've wasted nightmares,
Dreaming of...
The day that you return.
Put down your scalpel,
Put down my knife,
I refuse to be a sacrifice to light...
I've dropped my guard low,
A lusting strip show,
I refuse to be your sacrifice for life...
Help me now,
I'm bleeding beauty,
I've given up all dignity.
My pulse is pounding,
An empty memory...
Wasted on your face again.
Put down your nailgun,
Put down my pride,
I refuse to be a sacrifice to light...
I've dropped my pants low,
A way-off free throw,
I refuse to be your sacrifise for life...
I refuse for you to sacrifice this night...
I refuse to be your sacrifice for life...
-KS "Running Away: Harder To Do On Romantic Beaches"

That is my new song...I'd be excited if that wasn't part of the reason I'm down...I think it needs another verse...grr...