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I'm back now...some long time since I posted...I thought about Megan the other day, can't seem to get over the fact that she's slipped into oblivion. I had three dreams last night, all very fucked up I might add. One had the (old) "Group," the other had me and Rachel (who didn't look at ALL like Rachel), and the last one was with trees and birds and flowers and...MONSTERS! Well, things are looking down again (Hey, is that my uncle Waldo down there?), and Katy and Nick are STILL fighting. I don't think this one will end. There is no creative muse within this moment...I miss the old days...I miss getting comforted by Katy and Megan (while enduring critisism from them both), I miss sitting down and writing anyhting that came to the top of my head...

Great, another journal entry that will end with...