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Dec 17, 2011 00:20


Huh. Today I'm in a really weird mood. It's the anniversary of my stepfather's death. He died four years ago. I still remember the moment when the policemen rang our bell and announced the news... It was such a shock to mom and me. I don't know, it's weird. I thought i had forgotten about it, but in the middle of class I remembered. Since then I'm having this weird feeling in the pit of my gut, like someone's squeezing my insides a little too hard. It isn't a good feeling, to say the least.

On a better note, Christmas break is almost there! Only four more days of school, though unfortunately we're having our History final on the last day of school. It's so stupid that the whole thing got postponed to a different date, really. :| But oh well. I'm sending out all Christmas related things tomorrow, so they should arrive on time if everything goes well~! >w< I'm having mixed feelings about Christmas in general. On one hand I'm looking forward to it, but on the other hand... I'm in no Christmas mood this year. But w/e. It's over soon, so I'm not gonna worry about this.

And now I'm gonna make me another coffee and spend the rest of the night like every good socially awkward person: In front of the computer =v=

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