Did you cash in on your dreams?
So since arriving back in the good ol US of A I have become increasingly aware of how close college is. All of the ending high school stuff is over, my big trip is over and I am finaly left with nothing major to count down to excpet for college.
Everyone is so excited and ready to go and antsy... I am apprehensive and lazy and wicked sad about leaving the people and life that has made me happier then I could ever imagine. I love my friends, my life, who I am, my family etc. It isn't so much that I don't want to go try new things and meet new people as it is that I don't want to lose everything I have gained in the past 4 years.
Yesterday I picked Mike up at captain's at Feehan... Furbush and L'Homme were not there making fun of Mike and running over to my car... Random people were not there for captains or meeting up for the beach or anything... Actually that isn't true, they were... They just weren't my friends and the people I'm used to... They were the juniors and sophomores and frosh... And the new frosh.... BAHH.. Do you know how wierd it is to go to the Feelot and not see a huge group of friends?
This feeling is going to ware off soon I'm sure... I probably just miss people since I've been away for so long. But lately I feel like I won't be able to bear summer ending.
Missingly Yours,
Dohts
Everyone is so excited and ready to go and antsy... I am apprehensive and lazy and wicked sad about leaving the people and life that has made me happier then I could ever imagine. I love my friends, my life, who I am, my family etc. It isn't so much that I don't want to go try new things and meet new people as it is that I don't want to lose everything I have gained in the past 4 years.
Yesterday I picked Mike up at captain's at Feehan... Furbush and L'Homme were not there making fun of Mike and running over to my car... Random people were not there for captains or meeting up for the beach or anything... Actually that isn't true, they were... They just weren't my friends and the people I'm used to... They were the juniors and sophomores and frosh... And the new frosh.... BAHH.. Do you know how wierd it is to go to the Feelot and not see a huge group of friends?
This feeling is going to ware off soon I'm sure... I probably just miss people since I've been away for so long. But lately I feel like I won't be able to bear summer ending.
Missingly Yours,
Dohts