What the funk?
Funk: noun. A state of blahness for no apparent reason. Boredom with everything. Overwhelming, yet unreasonable, apathy.
Anyone know that feeling where you just kinda feel "blahhh". Like nothing specific is going wrong... Or going right.... Or going anywhere remotely interesting. I mean I know college is approaching we are about to graduate, move on with our lives, blah blah blah, and it's not that I'm not interested in that, because I am, but from day to day life=blah. I won't be accepted to anymore colleges for a month or two, and even if I were I'm bored with living in the excitement of the future... Nothing is exciting now. I am in a funk...
I'm remembering last year making some new friends... It was very sweet... Some of htem I got to know better, while others I honestly just met. Now, don't get me wrong, I ADORE my friends. They are everything, they are amazing, we have so much fun, tey are always there for me, they make me smile, I could go on and on and on... So it isn't them.. It's the humdrum get up-go to school- go to the gym- go to rehersal- do homework- go to sleep.... Or the weekend you ask? Saturday= get up-kickbox-coffee-be at home-go to someone's hosue-sit there-sit there-sit there-come home-sleep. Normally I adore those Saturdays... But lately I crave somehting more exciting... Like this past Saturday we went into Boston.... It was amazing! We walked around, ran for the train, went out to eat, met friends (err kidna) on the train, looke din shops.... It was so great.
But also it was warm.
Which leads me to my next point of how I need warm weather as well... I mean yea, school is dull, but I'm not craving vacation so much as weather. I can't wait for tank tops and sandals... I am eagerly anticipating those days where you wake up and you just feel spring in the air, where you can randomly go to the beach because it's warm enough, or even when it's a tiny bit cool, but you pretend it isn't because you want to role down your windows and wear no coat. I have spring fever.
And last year at this time I had just gotten a job, I was getting my licence, I was meeting new people.... Now I have the same old job, driving has been taken for granted... People, like I said, I cannot complain. They are amazing.
I think this is a funky time of year... I rememebr sophmore year being in a record breaking funk around the time of the semi (march). Hopefully it will pass... Anyone know if the groundhog saw his shadow?
Humdrumly Yours,
Dohts
Anyone know that feeling where you just kinda feel "blahhh". Like nothing specific is going wrong... Or going right.... Or going anywhere remotely interesting. I mean I know college is approaching we are about to graduate, move on with our lives, blah blah blah, and it's not that I'm not interested in that, because I am, but from day to day life=blah. I won't be accepted to anymore colleges for a month or two, and even if I were I'm bored with living in the excitement of the future... Nothing is exciting now. I am in a funk...
I'm remembering last year making some new friends... It was very sweet... Some of htem I got to know better, while others I honestly just met. Now, don't get me wrong, I ADORE my friends. They are everything, they are amazing, we have so much fun, tey are always there for me, they make me smile, I could go on and on and on... So it isn't them.. It's the humdrum get up-go to school- go to the gym- go to rehersal- do homework- go to sleep.... Or the weekend you ask? Saturday= get up-kickbox-coffee-be at home-go to someone's hosue-sit there-sit there-sit there-come home-sleep. Normally I adore those Saturdays... But lately I crave somehting more exciting... Like this past Saturday we went into Boston.... It was amazing! We walked around, ran for the train, went out to eat, met friends (err kidna) on the train, looke din shops.... It was so great.
But also it was warm.
Which leads me to my next point of how I need warm weather as well... I mean yea, school is dull, but I'm not craving vacation so much as weather. I can't wait for tank tops and sandals... I am eagerly anticipating those days where you wake up and you just feel spring in the air, where you can randomly go to the beach because it's warm enough, or even when it's a tiny bit cool, but you pretend it isn't because you want to role down your windows and wear no coat. I have spring fever.
And last year at this time I had just gotten a job, I was getting my licence, I was meeting new people.... Now I have the same old job, driving has been taken for granted... People, like I said, I cannot complain. They are amazing.
I think this is a funky time of year... I rememebr sophmore year being in a record breaking funk around the time of the semi (march). Hopefully it will pass... Anyone know if the groundhog saw his shadow?
Humdrumly Yours,
Dohts