All Righty Then
Things are pretty fucking SHITTY!
Erik is not going to be here until tomorrow... and he was supposed to be here tonight =(
This is like the 16th time that I've cried in the past two days.
I'm not going to be able to stay with Kodee for very long.
The reason for that is.. I'm going to have to put in as many hours as I possibly can at work.
Because unfortunately Erik and I are back at square one again.
Which is definitely not something that we had expected.
My dumb ass has also racked up quite the debt in the past few months.
So even though i'm going to be working... I'm not going to have any money for about 2 or 3 months.
I also need to start saving so that Erik and I dont end up living with his parents FOREVER!
Which would be terrible.
I feel so sad.. and it's not just for myself. It's for my Mr. Erik... things just have not gone according to plan.
I can't wait to finally freaking get to see him again so that I can give him the biggest hugs EVER.
I'm sure he could really use the hugses right about now.
I don't want to go to work today.
But like I said.. I have to.
(1) Debts need taken care of
(2) Erik and I really need some FUCKING privacy!!
So If I'm a bitch.. try to understand why.
Thanks.. I'm out.
Erik is not going to be here until tomorrow... and he was supposed to be here tonight =(
This is like the 16th time that I've cried in the past two days.
I'm not going to be able to stay with Kodee for very long.
The reason for that is.. I'm going to have to put in as many hours as I possibly can at work.
Because unfortunately Erik and I are back at square one again.
Which is definitely not something that we had expected.
My dumb ass has also racked up quite the debt in the past few months.
So even though i'm going to be working... I'm not going to have any money for about 2 or 3 months.
I also need to start saving so that Erik and I dont end up living with his parents FOREVER!
Which would be terrible.
I feel so sad.. and it's not just for myself. It's for my Mr. Erik... things just have not gone according to plan.
I can't wait to finally freaking get to see him again so that I can give him the biggest hugs EVER.
I'm sure he could really use the hugses right about now.
I don't want to go to work today.
But like I said.. I have to.
(1) Debts need taken care of
(2) Erik and I really need some FUCKING privacy!!
So If I'm a bitch.. try to understand why.
Thanks.. I'm out.