Mistakes

Sep 06, 2010 22:46

"All men make mistakes, but only wise men learn from their mistakes." - Winston Churchill

I learned a lesson today, but I'm not entirely sure what it was. Maybe it will come to me tomorrow.

I was playing chess against the computer. Chessmaster, like Fritz, will adjust it's playing strength to round about your level if you ask it nicely, and so I started a game as white using my usual opening. After a couple of moves I thought I was in trouble, but swiftly got the better of it.

The endgame was fun. Once I knew I'd won I went round the board, captured anything that looked mildly dangerous and delivered a fairly basic checkmate using the queen and a rook.

I clearly wasn't as rusty as I thought.

I decided to analyse the game.

This involves the chess engine going through each move with a fine-toothed comb, and delivering a critique of your playing. This is one of the most useful features of Chessmaster: the analysis you get from Fritz can be a bit heavy-going I find, and tbh my playing isn't that great and so won't stand up to any serious inspection, but the Chessmaster analysis is quite helpful.

As it turned out I had missed eight opportunities for Mate! Eight! Looking back over the game it had been obvious where they were as well. The analysis agreed with 67% of my moves. I guess that's a 2:1, but...

Feedback, as my old manager Slayer used to say, is the breakfast of champions. When faced with mistakes, we have a choice, a bit like we have in a Fighting Fantasy novel, or a video game:
  1. Let Ego have its way, get upset and run away, blaming something else (tired, the weather, distracted by the sound of neighbours having sex etc) and generally make a knob of yourself in the process
  2. Try and forget about it, sweep it under the carpet and pretend it never happened, in order to protect the Ego
  3. Accept that you made a mistake, and just move on
  4. Accept that you made a mistake, and examine it from a number of angles so that you know the causes, and develop a strategy for avoiding making it again
  5. Dwell on it, call yourself names and gradually erode any semblance of confidence you have in the matter at hand because you are Stupid and Must Publicly Self-Flagellate over something that, frankly, nobody else gives a monkey's ball about
  6. Constantly and persistently dwell on it until it consumes you and leaves you a dead husk, rocking gently backwards and forwards in a padded cell in Hellesdon
I'm not sure what I learned today. Is failing to draw a lesson from a mistake a failure in itself?

Hm. My brain's just stopped working. Must be bedtime.

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