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I'm almost - almost, tempted to write a 'things I'll remember 2006' for list. But truth be told, I don't much remember 2006. I do, but I don't, there isn't much that sticks out in my mind. I made some new friends, some really good ones too, but nothing defining. No love of my life, no life-altering death, no million dollar lottery winning. Nothing that shifted and shaped the world from where I view it to a completely different form. While I can't say I'm enthused by this fact - I'm really not all too upset by it either.
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I've been rather apathetic lately, towards everything - friends, family, school, work (basically the four pillars in my life). The latter of which is surely a good thing, as the stress of the holiday season hasn't gotten to me at all. While I'm often standing in the back room saying "fuck, shit, cocksucker" in a non-library voice after puncturing 24 packs of Pepsi with the power jack. I'm not...throwing stuff around and spewing anger into the face of management. Positive change.
School is on hiatus, and I really can't find myself getting too worked up about something thats not in any way applying pressure on me at the moment.
Family...there's not much there. I miss mom and Rick, but the friction between mom and I is building and finding a happy medium isn't as easy as either of us would like.
Friends...I love my friends, and the only one who I've seen at all really during break is Matt. Everybody else is out of town, and it sucks, big time.
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New Years resolution, hah!
One more thing that I can disappoint myself with.
Or I can be like my dear friend Anthony and resolve to stay alive, I think I could do that one successfully, I have for the past 19 years.
I have nothing.
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I love DVDs, and in particular Zombie Movies. I have no one to share this joy with, and it saddens me. Of course, my dream girl would enjoy Zombie Movies almost if not as much as I do - at least horror movies in general.
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I had a good christmas, and got really spoiled too. I didn't do much - less than normal - but I don't mind that at all.
Saw Night at the Museum which was hilarious, so that rounded out the night on a high note.
On a related note: It's hard to believe Christmas was only a week ago. The damn weather makes no sense. Global warming my ass, it's just lame. Given the choice between cold dreary rain, or cold white snow, I'll choose snow any day. Give me snow - I want Sophie in snow.
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Sophie-
She was sick. Really sick, with some bacteria farm animals get. But she's better. It upsets me I guess to think of how much my parents have spent on Murphy and Sophie in the past two months. I'm glad they have, but nobody should have to spend that much for something they love.
On a related note: I still miss Murphy. I miss how peaceful she was, quiet and laid back. Completely at ease. How eager she was to see me when I came out. It still bothers me, and I still love her.
On a slighter related note: I've noticed that I've been a bit more emotional in the past few months than normal. I can't account for why.
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I'm glad Darren and Kristina are gonna be here for J-Term.
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And I'm too tired to write more.