Life is too precious to waste.
Well, I didn't get into Les Miserables, but one of my friends said something really sweet: "It's obviously because you're too good." Aww. I'm not that upset, because I'm already really busy and so I probably would've gotten really stressed. Although I still hope to to in big plays/musicals in the future and experience being a lead just one last time. Who knows, anything's possible.
I've decided against Russia because it seriously is overpriced, I researched some tickets on the internet and you can get a return for that time for something like £200. Not £800. All the other stuff we're doing shouldn't cost £600, I could get so much more education for that money. But I will go later in life. I want to go everywhere.
OMG. Best. Drama lesson. EVAR. It was absolutely hilarious. We were playing this game where you have to act dramatically and say I love you to the person sitting in the chair, and they mustn't laugh. And you have to look them in the eye and say something back. People were actually stripping by the end of it, and sitting on top of each other. God it was so funny.
Georgia's birthday party today, I hope she has the bestest time, she really deserves it. She's just been really upset lately because her grandmother made her this dress and she thinks it makes her look really fat and she just doesn't want to wear it at all. I'm dying to see if her opinion is true or not. I'm also feeling a bit anxious because she's invited a couple of friends from school, when the plan was not to, as she really dislikes this other girl Zoe who lives in the same village and didn't want to invite her and let her know about it. So I have to keep on covering it up by saying that it's a family thing, but I think she'll probably find out that other people from school went, so then it's not a family thing anymore. Emotions are going to explode all over the place, I can tell.
God, but Georgia phoned me at 9 this morning. 9! Does she not know that human beings need sleep?!
I was up until 3am last night talking with Ben who's pretty screwed up. He was smoking 40 fags a day, doing marijuana, drinking a flask of whiskey everyday, and using morphine every night and stuff. Insane. But it was such a waste because he is so smart, really, really intelligent. And it's a relief to know that he's trying to stop forever, he hasn't had anything for two weeks. We were talking about belief, why people live and work, and the reason for why things happen and crazy stuff like that, I've never had such a deep conversation, and it happened over msn, lol. There's still much more to talk about, he's just really lost in the world, he used to be Muslim, but is now atheist and even though he knows it makes him unhappy, he can't go back to believing because of all the new things he knows. I hope he gets through this and finds his happiness.
I think I'm about to get into a major obsession over Leonardo DiCaprio. I just found some good fan sites out there on the www and will be delving deep. And I'm going to make some graphics, of him, again, I haven't done that for absolutely ages. Ooh, I'm needing a new layout, ok, now to find some really good HQ graphics.
I've decided against Russia because it seriously is overpriced, I researched some tickets on the internet and you can get a return for that time for something like £200. Not £800. All the other stuff we're doing shouldn't cost £600, I could get so much more education for that money. But I will go later in life. I want to go everywhere.
OMG. Best. Drama lesson. EVAR. It was absolutely hilarious. We were playing this game where you have to act dramatically and say I love you to the person sitting in the chair, and they mustn't laugh. And you have to look them in the eye and say something back. People were actually stripping by the end of it, and sitting on top of each other. God it was so funny.
Georgia's birthday party today, I hope she has the bestest time, she really deserves it. She's just been really upset lately because her grandmother made her this dress and she thinks it makes her look really fat and she just doesn't want to wear it at all. I'm dying to see if her opinion is true or not. I'm also feeling a bit anxious because she's invited a couple of friends from school, when the plan was not to, as she really dislikes this other girl Zoe who lives in the same village and didn't want to invite her and let her know about it. So I have to keep on covering it up by saying that it's a family thing, but I think she'll probably find out that other people from school went, so then it's not a family thing anymore. Emotions are going to explode all over the place, I can tell.
God, but Georgia phoned me at 9 this morning. 9! Does she not know that human beings need sleep?!
I was up until 3am last night talking with Ben who's pretty screwed up. He was smoking 40 fags a day, doing marijuana, drinking a flask of whiskey everyday, and using morphine every night and stuff. Insane. But it was such a waste because he is so smart, really, really intelligent. And it's a relief to know that he's trying to stop forever, he hasn't had anything for two weeks. We were talking about belief, why people live and work, and the reason for why things happen and crazy stuff like that, I've never had such a deep conversation, and it happened over msn, lol. There's still much more to talk about, he's just really lost in the world, he used to be Muslim, but is now atheist and even though he knows it makes him unhappy, he can't go back to believing because of all the new things he knows. I hope he gets through this and finds his happiness.
I think I'm about to get into a major obsession over Leonardo DiCaprio. I just found some good fan sites out there on the www and will be delving deep. And I'm going to make some graphics, of him, again, I haven't done that for absolutely ages. Ooh, I'm needing a new layout, ok, now to find some really good HQ graphics.