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[dogleish]

Well, I had a great day today! Lucky me! I was so determined to not mention Rosie for a few months but I just can't help myself. The spark hasn't completely died yet. There is still something between us. She has been going out with Ed for God knows how long and I had no idea! I thought that once you have a boyfriend you're all really happy and

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[fly_meaway]

Wait. You say But she really is one of the greatest friends that anyone could have, I just don't know if she'll consider me one yet. You don't mean Rosie with that, right?

[dogleish]

Um, yeah I do actually. I think the problem with me was that I was trying to spend too much time with her, when she was with her best friends all the time and they're all really close and have lots of fun and tell each other exactly how they feel. She really cares for her closest friends and would do anything for them. But well, I'm not sure if she'll be like with me in the end, and if she doesn't, I don't actually mind. I'm ok with it all now. I understand.

[fly_meaway]

Okay. Well, I guess that I didn't really get that feel from the way you talk about her. It started with that you felt like she didn't care about you, that doesn't sound like a nice friend. So yeah, I kinda just thought that whenever you mentioned her and said something good, it came across as sarcastic, but I guess I completely misttook that and I apologize.

I don't know. Maybe you're not giving yourself enough credit here though. I mean, if she doesn't seem to care about you, that might not be that friendly and nice. Even if she does care about her other friends, if she's a good friend, she would've done that for you as well. You know? But yeah, I don't know her, so I can't really say other sensible things about that.

[dogleish]

Yeah, I do completely and utterly know that this is rather dumb of me. After all that I went through and how upset I was over her, how could I just go back to being all happy and she's the best person ever!? I don't know. I'm probably just stupid. But in the end, I guess rather than school being so boring and the same all the time, I'd rather be on a roller coaster.

[fly_meaway]

I don't think it makes you stupid. And I can kinda understand what you mean though, but I'd hate to see you be on that roller coaster that much, because quite frankly, I don't think you deserve that.