Mar 23, 2005 14:34
These past not-so-lonley months have made me realize how much of a big part someone that is still very important to me played in my life.. wait did that make sense? well yeah like i sat down and realized how different life has been without this person. I mean yeah i CAN say that im stronger for going through what i did and finding out stuff now that i didnt know b4, but I dunno. It feels weird without him in my life ne more. I mean i have so many friends, yet i feel lonley?!?!?!
Ricky is in Louisiana and im waiting for him to call be back after i left a not so nice message on his cell b/c i found out from two of his friends that "he has a girlfriend... but he doesnt like her" Well yeah im a little pissed off so i wanna talk to him. Looks like imma have to wait till tuesday.
imma leave u with some lyrics that pretty much express how i feel right now... talk about being able to love and not let go even tho im super happy that hes happy.
Going crazy
ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I’d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I’m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby
break it down now I’ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I’m your lady
I’ll be around waiting for you I’ll put it down be the one for you
I’m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I’d cross the world, for you I’d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I’m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I’ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I’m in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh