HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
HEY... HAPPY Valentines day!
Today i had a pretty good day. I got flowers from my dad, and he took us out to dinner yesterday. My mom gave me a baloon and chocolates. To make it even better Ricky called me at 6:30 in the morning to wake me up, tell me happy valentines and to tell me that he was gonna spend 4th period in my math class with me b/c his class went on a feild trip and he didnt want to go. Ok... 2nd period i was stressing about what i was gonna tell him and i was stressing about what i had written in the card. I started to chicken out once i saw him standing outside of my 4th period class, and i got the butterflies, but i toughed it out and told myself that it was either now or never. He gave me a really big hug and a really big kiss, and he gave me this doggy that has a heart like on its butt cheek... its adorable. Ricky didnt sit next to me in class b/c the only condition that my teacher gave was that he didnt distract me b/c we had a lot of work, so when i started smelling his smell like if he was next to me, i was like wtf am i smelling things lol? Well... i was hugging the doggy, and it turns out that he drenched the dog in his burbery cologne. OMG it smells wonderful! Well that was pretty much my day so far... i have no clue what he thought of the card, b/c even though he was dying to read it, i told him that he couldnt b/c it was too long (that wasnt a lie, but i just didnt want him to read it with me around). Well now im just waiting for him to call me. laters. How was ur day? Good or bad? What did u get? Comment how ur day was!
This is what i wrote in his card:
How can I see you everyday,
and why am I so blind?
I guess I am too shy to say,
any words that haunt my mind,
Even though you don't know,
that your on my mind all day,
and even though you can't see,
You're all I think about each day.
But then why am I so shy,
to tell you how I feel?!?!
Why can't I just tell you,
and everything will be real?!?!
I need to tell you everything,
and how I want it to be,
but what if something goes wrong,
and it's not the way I planned?
What if you stopped talking to me,
and I sit there and wonder all day?
Maybe I shouldn't wonder,
and I could take a chance instead.
Then it wouldn't be all that bad,
knowing that my crush knows it all,
and if it were to work out planned,
I might be happy after all!!!
Ricky,
On account of all of the things that have happened this past year, this is one year I surely thought that I would be Valentine-less, but you came along and made my day. I'm glad that I can share the one day of the year that people have taken aside to tell people that they care for them, with you.
Valentines Day is supposed to be a day filled with love, whether it's from a friend or a boyfriend. It's no surprise that I care for you. After all, you are my Ron Jeremy! You are one of the most caring, adorable, sweet and loving men that I have ever met (besides my dad of course!). This year has been filled with ups and downs for me, but somehow you have managed to keep my spirits up. You're a great guy and friend, and it doesn't surprise me that I have found myself falling for you.
Honestly, I have thought time and time again about the fact that I like you, and I wanted to tell you so many times, but I never dared to say anything because I was too scared to tell you. I'm still scared. I'm scared of what you'll think. I'm scared of what you'll say. I'm scared of what you'll do, but I need to stop being so scared and tell you that I like you. I guess I'm going with the theme of the day and taking my chances whether it works out or not. I wanted to take the opportunity to tell you what I have been feeling for so long.
No matter what happens, you are my Ron Jeremy, My Ricky, and no one will EVER replace you!
<3 Love, <3
Stephanie a.k.a. Jenna Jamison
much love, Stephanie
P.S.- U NEED TO SEE THE NOTEBOOK... ITS BEAUTIFUL! BTW i cried through the whole movie
Today i had a pretty good day. I got flowers from my dad, and he took us out to dinner yesterday. My mom gave me a baloon and chocolates. To make it even better Ricky called me at 6:30 in the morning to wake me up, tell me happy valentines and to tell me that he was gonna spend 4th period in my math class with me b/c his class went on a feild trip and he didnt want to go. Ok... 2nd period i was stressing about what i was gonna tell him and i was stressing about what i had written in the card. I started to chicken out once i saw him standing outside of my 4th period class, and i got the butterflies, but i toughed it out and told myself that it was either now or never. He gave me a really big hug and a really big kiss, and he gave me this doggy that has a heart like on its butt cheek... its adorable. Ricky didnt sit next to me in class b/c the only condition that my teacher gave was that he didnt distract me b/c we had a lot of work, so when i started smelling his smell like if he was next to me, i was like wtf am i smelling things lol? Well... i was hugging the doggy, and it turns out that he drenched the dog in his burbery cologne. OMG it smells wonderful! Well that was pretty much my day so far... i have no clue what he thought of the card, b/c even though he was dying to read it, i told him that he couldnt b/c it was too long (that wasnt a lie, but i just didnt want him to read it with me around). Well now im just waiting for him to call me. laters. How was ur day? Good or bad? What did u get? Comment how ur day was!
This is what i wrote in his card:
How can I see you everyday,
and why am I so blind?
I guess I am too shy to say,
any words that haunt my mind,
Even though you don't know,
that your on my mind all day,
and even though you can't see,
You're all I think about each day.
But then why am I so shy,
to tell you how I feel?!?!
Why can't I just tell you,
and everything will be real?!?!
I need to tell you everything,
and how I want it to be,
but what if something goes wrong,
and it's not the way I planned?
What if you stopped talking to me,
and I sit there and wonder all day?
Maybe I shouldn't wonder,
and I could take a chance instead.
Then it wouldn't be all that bad,
knowing that my crush knows it all,
and if it were to work out planned,
I might be happy after all!!!
Ricky,
On account of all of the things that have happened this past year, this is one year I surely thought that I would be Valentine-less, but you came along and made my day. I'm glad that I can share the one day of the year that people have taken aside to tell people that they care for them, with you.
Valentines Day is supposed to be a day filled with love, whether it's from a friend or a boyfriend. It's no surprise that I care for you. After all, you are my Ron Jeremy! You are one of the most caring, adorable, sweet and loving men that I have ever met (besides my dad of course!). This year has been filled with ups and downs for me, but somehow you have managed to keep my spirits up. You're a great guy and friend, and it doesn't surprise me that I have found myself falling for you.
Honestly, I have thought time and time again about the fact that I like you, and I wanted to tell you so many times, but I never dared to say anything because I was too scared to tell you. I'm still scared. I'm scared of what you'll think. I'm scared of what you'll say. I'm scared of what you'll do, but I need to stop being so scared and tell you that I like you. I guess I'm going with the theme of the day and taking my chances whether it works out or not. I wanted to take the opportunity to tell you what I have been feeling for so long.
No matter what happens, you are my Ron Jeremy, My Ricky, and no one will EVER replace you!
<3 Love, <3
Stephanie a.k.a. Jenna Jamison
much love, Stephanie
P.S.- U NEED TO SEE THE NOTEBOOK... ITS BEAUTIFUL! BTW i cried through the whole movie