good times are here
I don't know why but I've never felt this great in a long time. School has been taking over my life, just things in life haven't gone the way I've wanted them to. But now, you know that saying "every thing happens for a reason" ? Yeah, well I feel that I can see that reason. I feel free, even though I know I'm as trapped and constricted as ever, even thought I'm under the kind of pressure that I have never been under my life. I'm enjoying life, even though this has been the worst possible year in my life. Things are starting to fit together, and by that I mean in a good way.
At school, I think this year and next year will go down as the hardest years ever, but if you take enough time to look deep into those two years, I don't think we'll ever learn as much in any other year that we have learnt this year and will learn next year. For myself, this year has been a complete roller coaster, I started the year overseas on a holiday, the year started off with the bang. Then, unfortunately the year started to feel like it was getting out of my own control, in school I mean. Things were getting too pressuring, I saw things that I never thought would happen. This was sort of like the year that every one came out of their little hiding places and showed who they really were. But there were those who remained the same, and these are those who I doubt will ever change.
So, yes, I'm wrapping up my school year a week and 3 days before it really comes to and end, next term is a whole new beginning. I think this year has been a great year of learning for myself personally. I learnt never to let go and there was always this poem that I found somewhere ages ago that was hiding away in my diary, when I found it I thought "that is so true" it's called hold on to a dream .I'll see where I got it from, i think it was off the net so yeah. I think that poem summed up my year at school very well. It's a nice poem.
Hmmm... that's school for you. Out of school things have been good, let's call it normal shall we. My first doggies game live... had a hell of a great time, I think that day will go down as one of the best days, saying goodbye to people you admire and have gotten so used to isn't easy.
That 5 minute video clip has etched itself into my heart, very clearly. After weeks and weeks of thinking this can't come to an end, next week I'm afraid to say it will come to an end. And that is why I'm going to enjoy every second of knowing that the next game I'll see the man in a blue and white jersey. I would like to say that there is still a great deal of time left, but there isn't. However in saying that, I know I'll see El Magic in a suit with a blue and white tie. I'll miss you Magic.
This whole week, I have done nothing but study, but now just letting my self free feels so great. I feel free. Damn Religion though, I have another one tomorrow, but I haven't done much and don't plan on doing much either. I can't wait till 10:30 tomorrow when I can get out of those school gates and officially say that year 11 is Over! Not that I'm looking forward to year 12 or anything. lol
Then I'll brace myself for what will be the game of the season, the sydney spectacular, my Bulldogs against that Parra pests... sorry I like parra I think they have great up and coming tallent and ofcourse who could forget Haynsie. But when anyone plays against my boys, I can't think anything positive of the oponnent. I can't wait to see Noddy back on field, and I know how much confidence his return gives to the other boys, and especially the guys who are inexperienced. I want to see Mennis all fired up, just like the week we beat the knights.... sheesh he's got passion, that's just one reason out of a billion why I feel proud to be a Doggs supporter.
Everyone in my family says the dogs are gonna lose, I still haven't said anything because there is that tiny voice inside my head that keeps saying " A legend's last season" so yeah. But I still love many of the parra players, they're like the broncs for me, just full of great players. Hayne, Hindie, Cayless, Mortimer, and many others. The hype for this game is so great... I love hearing bout league on the news, all the good things and heaps about the actual sport. Can't wait... BRING ON PARRA!!!
Now that the Exams are over, kind of I can get back to reading, my art and graphics ... See this is why I'm happy.
GOOD LUCK BOYS!!!!!!
At school, I think this year and next year will go down as the hardest years ever, but if you take enough time to look deep into those two years, I don't think we'll ever learn as much in any other year that we have learnt this year and will learn next year. For myself, this year has been a complete roller coaster, I started the year overseas on a holiday, the year started off with the bang. Then, unfortunately the year started to feel like it was getting out of my own control, in school I mean. Things were getting too pressuring, I saw things that I never thought would happen. This was sort of like the year that every one came out of their little hiding places and showed who they really were. But there were those who remained the same, and these are those who I doubt will ever change.
So, yes, I'm wrapping up my school year a week and 3 days before it really comes to and end, next term is a whole new beginning. I think this year has been a great year of learning for myself personally. I learnt never to let go and there was always this poem that I found somewhere ages ago that was hiding away in my diary, when I found it I thought "that is so true" it's called hold on to a dream .I'll see where I got it from, i think it was off the net so yeah. I think that poem summed up my year at school very well. It's a nice poem.
Hmmm... that's school for you. Out of school things have been good, let's call it normal shall we. My first doggies game live... had a hell of a great time, I think that day will go down as one of the best days, saying goodbye to people you admire and have gotten so used to isn't easy.
That 5 minute video clip has etched itself into my heart, very clearly. After weeks and weeks of thinking this can't come to an end, next week I'm afraid to say it will come to an end. And that is why I'm going to enjoy every second of knowing that the next game I'll see the man in a blue and white jersey. I would like to say that there is still a great deal of time left, but there isn't. However in saying that, I know I'll see El Magic in a suit with a blue and white tie. I'll miss you Magic.
This whole week, I have done nothing but study, but now just letting my self free feels so great. I feel free. Damn Religion though, I have another one tomorrow, but I haven't done much and don't plan on doing much either. I can't wait till 10:30 tomorrow when I can get out of those school gates and officially say that year 11 is Over! Not that I'm looking forward to year 12 or anything. lol
Then I'll brace myself for what will be the game of the season, the sydney spectacular, my Bulldogs against that Parra pests... sorry I like parra I think they have great up and coming tallent and ofcourse who could forget Haynsie. But when anyone plays against my boys, I can't think anything positive of the oponnent. I can't wait to see Noddy back on field, and I know how much confidence his return gives to the other boys, and especially the guys who are inexperienced. I want to see Mennis all fired up, just like the week we beat the knights.... sheesh he's got passion, that's just one reason out of a billion why I feel proud to be a Doggs supporter.
Everyone in my family says the dogs are gonna lose, I still haven't said anything because there is that tiny voice inside my head that keeps saying " A legend's last season" so yeah. But I still love many of the parra players, they're like the broncs for me, just full of great players. Hayne, Hindie, Cayless, Mortimer, and many others. The hype for this game is so great... I love hearing bout league on the news, all the good things and heaps about the actual sport. Can't wait... BRING ON PARRA!!!
Now that the Exams are over, kind of I can get back to reading, my art and graphics ... See this is why I'm happy.
GOOD LUCK BOYS!!!!!!