Maybe I need to lay off the Pokemon...
HEAVY WINDS LATELY!
Much to my surprise, I found myself playing more Pokemon Conquest (ポケモン＋ノブナガの野望; Nobunaga's "yabou" or ambition) than I thought I would.
What's going on? Pokemon entering my dreams. My string of dreams have been straight weird; I can only remember one or two. There was about my niece/nephews (or some kids that I know) dead. Family members were in the surrounding area and the feeling was morose. Recently in real life, and I said in real life, some kids were in a terrible car accident on their way to Cedar Point. I only remember hearing that one was thrown out of the car and one needed serious leg surgery, all because they drove past midnight even though they were told to get some sleep. This was in Michigan. Why so early? Cedar Point opens at 10a.
In another dream, the one niece that I often talk about was a pokemon...
The addiction...I can't stop.
In the news, I-96 shootings! A popular Mich. highway.
Am I a bad person?
Recently, I have been expressing my issues with forgiveness. I don't like being told that I'm an atheist. But frankly, I think religion makes us high-handed, which I don't like.
Maybe I'm just not a good Christian. Some shit I see or deal with, I can't find myself to forgive, Again, I'm not Jesus. Some things are just not influenced by "good action"...for the better
I'm good that Christianity (and many other religions) promote positiveness and "being good"
But Jesus was a supernatural person, and could get people to bow. Not me. If I I'm not rich or strong, I'm just nothing. I'm happy that...we're born to be open-minded, or we can choose to be that way. Or learn?
but that's not acceptable? From God? There are some things I can't tolerant and can't keep my cool with.
Much to my surprise, I found myself playing more Pokemon Conquest (ポケモン＋ノブナガの野望; Nobunaga's "yabou" or ambition) than I thought I would.
What's going on? Pokemon entering my dreams. My string of dreams have been straight weird; I can only remember one or two. There was about my niece/nephews (or some kids that I know) dead. Family members were in the surrounding area and the feeling was morose. Recently in real life, and I said in real life, some kids were in a terrible car accident on their way to Cedar Point. I only remember hearing that one was thrown out of the car and one needed serious leg surgery, all because they drove past midnight even though they were told to get some sleep. This was in Michigan. Why so early? Cedar Point opens at 10a.
In another dream, the one niece that I often talk about was a pokemon...
The addiction...I can't stop.
In the news, I-96 shootings! A popular Mich. highway.
Click to viewAm I a bad person?
Recently, I have been expressing my issues with forgiveness. I don't like being told that I'm an atheist. But frankly, I think religion makes us high-handed, which I don't like.
Maybe I'm just not a good Christian. Some shit I see or deal with, I can't find myself to forgive, Again, I'm not Jesus. Some things are just not influenced by "good action"...for the better
I'm good that Christianity (and many other religions) promote positiveness and "being good"
But Jesus was a supernatural person, and could get people to bow. Not me. If I I'm not rich or strong, I'm just nothing. I'm happy that...we're born to be open-minded, or we can choose to be that way. Or learn?
but that's not acceptable? From God? There are some things I can't tolerant and can't keep my cool with.