Smile (R)
ahhh!!!
ok. two posts in like, three days. thats exciting.
i had a whole spiel, but then my comp went haywire, so i'm only posting the story. thing.
wahoo.
Title: Smile
Author:
geminispaz65
Length: 458 words.
Pairing: Unknown
Rating: R - due to implied sexual happenings
“Hey.” I said to him, the usual form of greeting between us.
“Hey.” He answered. Not straying from the path one bit.
“I think I wanna kiss you.” I said, veering drastically from the straight and narrow.
“What? Why?” he asked, a little shocked. A little intrigued.
“To see what I missed out on.” I answered, perfectly calm.
“Okay. I guess…” he said, moving forward a little.
I sat him down in the armchair, and I sat in front of him on the table. North Side Territory.
“You can do whatever you want. I just wanna see what it’s like.” I said to him, bracing my hands between my legs on the table.
He leaned forward, pressing his lips to mine gently. It continued on from there, until I started getting bored and wanted more. He seemed to sense my restlessness, because I felt his tongue lightly press on my lips.
I smiled.
***
“I wanna kiss you again. A lot.” This time blurted out by him. I glanced at him, looking up into his eyes (I really hated that he was taller than me).
“So kis me.” I said.
And he did.
***
I pulled my underwear on quickly, just like every other time.
“What are we doing?” I asked, a little annoyed. Truthfully, I wasn't annoyed at all. I was just tired. And confused.
“What does it look like we’re doing? We’re having sex. Fooling around. Whatever you wanna call it.” He answered. Just like I knew he would. I was hoping for something different.
“Yes, but what are w doing?” I asked again, trying to stress my real question. I decided to elaborate, to make it easier for him. “Are we starting something up again? Or is this all it’s ever gonna be? Just sex?” I’d gotten my bra on by now. I was reaching for my pants as I turned to him.
“I could go for more.” He answered vaguely, already buttoning up his shirt. He was always so much faster than me. I hated that too.
“Yea?” I prompted him.
“Yea. I love you, babe.” He answered, reaching up and placing his hand on my cheek, smiling this little half smile at me.
“You love me, eh? And what is it this time, hmm? Desperation?” I shot out, regretting it almost immediately, but really not. I needed to know. I couldn't handle getting hurt again. Not by him.
He dropped his hand from my cheek, and reached for both of mine. “It’s real, genuine, good feelings this time,” he said, looking me straight in the eye. “I love you. For real.” He assured me, as much as he could.
“I love you back.” I told him. But I couldn’t smile this time.
so, as i re-read this little.....thing here, i realize.
it's kinda random. and i think it was meant to be. not my usual style of writing, but i had a thought, and the thought started building, and it just kinda became this thing.
so. yea.
Hope You Enjoy!
*pads
ok. two posts in like, three days. thats exciting.
i had a whole spiel, but then my comp went haywire, so i'm only posting the story. thing.
wahoo.
Title: Smile
Author:
geminispaz65
Length: 458 words.
Pairing: Unknown
Rating: R - due to implied sexual happenings
“Hey.” I said to him, the usual form of greeting between us.
“Hey.” He answered. Not straying from the path one bit.
“I think I wanna kiss you.” I said, veering drastically from the straight and narrow.
“What? Why?” he asked, a little shocked. A little intrigued.
“To see what I missed out on.” I answered, perfectly calm.
“Okay. I guess…” he said, moving forward a little.
I sat him down in the armchair, and I sat in front of him on the table. North Side Territory.
“You can do whatever you want. I just wanna see what it’s like.” I said to him, bracing my hands between my legs on the table.
He leaned forward, pressing his lips to mine gently. It continued on from there, until I started getting bored and wanted more. He seemed to sense my restlessness, because I felt his tongue lightly press on my lips.
I smiled.
***
“I wanna kiss you again. A lot.” This time blurted out by him. I glanced at him, looking up into his eyes (I really hated that he was taller than me).
“So kis me.” I said.
And he did.
***
I pulled my underwear on quickly, just like every other time.
“What are we doing?” I asked, a little annoyed. Truthfully, I wasn't annoyed at all. I was just tired. And confused.
“What does it look like we’re doing? We’re having sex. Fooling around. Whatever you wanna call it.” He answered. Just like I knew he would. I was hoping for something different.
“Yes, but what are w doing?” I asked again, trying to stress my real question. I decided to elaborate, to make it easier for him. “Are we starting something up again? Or is this all it’s ever gonna be? Just sex?” I’d gotten my bra on by now. I was reaching for my pants as I turned to him.
“I could go for more.” He answered vaguely, already buttoning up his shirt. He was always so much faster than me. I hated that too.
“Yea?” I prompted him.
“Yea. I love you, babe.” He answered, reaching up and placing his hand on my cheek, smiling this little half smile at me.
“You love me, eh? And what is it this time, hmm? Desperation?” I shot out, regretting it almost immediately, but really not. I needed to know. I couldn't handle getting hurt again. Not by him.
He dropped his hand from my cheek, and reached for both of mine. “It’s real, genuine, good feelings this time,” he said, looking me straight in the eye. “I love you. For real.” He assured me, as much as he could.
“I love you back.” I told him. But I couldn’t smile this time.
so, as i re-read this little.....thing here, i realize.
it's kinda random. and i think it was meant to be. not my usual style of writing, but i had a thought, and the thought started building, and it just kinda became this thing.
so. yea.
Hope You Enjoy!
*pads