friends
i used to have alot of friends. now they're all scattered to the wind, shrewsbury,pepperell, SF, sacramento, sudbury,lancaster,etc. what does it mean? what does it matter? since they all live inside me all the time it's like they're with me constantly.
being "alone" is ok, mostly it's nice. even when i'm with people, I feel alone inside and wish I could run & hide. knowing that makes me a bit "off" is of absolutely no concern to me. the only real thing about getting old that sucks is that my legs hurt more when I get up off of the floor where i like to sit most of the time. I used to say that I'd "never" go back in time...as if it were even possible, but if I COULD... a cool autumn morning in 1971 would work out ok. I'd miss you all though.I rememeber my lime green wind breaker and walking to school,..the leaves crunching underfoot. fortunately we make new memories all the time. see ya.
being "alone" is ok, mostly it's nice. even when i'm with people, I feel alone inside and wish I could run & hide. knowing that makes me a bit "off" is of absolutely no concern to me. the only real thing about getting old that sucks is that my legs hurt more when I get up off of the floor where i like to sit most of the time. I used to say that I'd "never" go back in time...as if it were even possible, but if I COULD... a cool autumn morning in 1971 would work out ok. I'd miss you all though.I rememeber my lime green wind breaker and walking to school,..the leaves crunching underfoot. fortunately we make new memories all the time. see ya.