May 28, 2005 22:59
im not the girl who walks into the room and everyone stops and stares.
im not the girl with the sexy beach hair.
im not the girl with the tight kicks and expensive clothes.
or the trophies.
or the scholarships and years of accomplishments.
or the commendable athletic ability.
im not the girl who buys juicy bags to put her puppies in.
or has legs up to her chin.
i dont have eyes as big as a puppy.
or a voice like an angel.
i dance like a blind man with 2 right feet.
im not spontaneous or full of witty anecdotes.
i can`t even make a high person laugh.
i don`t have pornstar boobs
or an ass you can see from the front.
im not socially savvy
i talk too much about the wrong things at the wrong times.
i have love handles and stretch marks.
my legs are always prickly.
my eyebags are purple.
and i have pimples everywhere.
im so selfish.
im lazy.
i cant take a joke.
i cry in sappy movies.
i think too much about my life.
i drown my anxieties by buying materialistic goods.
i expect too much.
i disappoint myself.
im going to community college.
im a waste of life.
a waste of paint.
im a mess.
OH. but i QUIT.