Nov 22, 2005 17:22
"Ey! Liver along, cheese my sister!" says the little mexican boy.
I haven't slept. For the past month i've woken up when the sun went down, and fell asleep as it came up. This time i've kept awake. I always try this, to get me to fall asleep at a normal hour like 9 or 10pm, but it never works that way. Im probably going to fall asleep after I write this. This time i tried to convince myself that i've already slept, and that I'm just now waking up. I wonder if my body thinks it's still in yesterday. Technically that means yesterday is still today, and tomorrow will never come.... sounds like a social distortion lyric. You know sometimes I can feel the *clicks and *wrzz sounds my cpu makes. An electric pulse bouncing off the liquid surrounding my brain. I hear tones and voices, but I can't make out what they sound like. Just a bunch of far off speech. Me and my room mate have been digging through our closets and pulling out pc games from 8 years ago. He just went to sleep 3 hours ago. It's 420 right now. ...still is. .....still 420... Now it's 4:21pm. IM not on drugs or anything.... ...it's 4:22 now..... ...I'm just nocturnal I guess.. I just love the mornings. ...4:24... still... ... ...4:25pm. ...I wrote a 2114 word essay on T.S. Eliot and how his poem "Love Song of J. ALfred Prufock" parallels Dante's "Inferno", Dostoevsky's "crime and punishment", and a bit from WIlliam Shakespeare's "Hamlet". ... 4.29$ pm. ....4:32 pm... cpu sounds a bit like berry white. i feel really slow. ... 4:35 .. what does 4:35 mean? it means that it come before 4:36 wich is...right...now.
Congratulations, You've made it to 4:36 pm Tuesday Novemver 22nd, 2005. ...4:37...boy you're really on a role arnchu? .....4:40 and the party's still goin. maybe im not tired. I'm just here not doing anything. That's why im falling asleep. 4:47pm.......I forgot why if I was trying to stay awake or trying to get myself to sleep. As I try to stay awake to make me fall asleep? Im picturing a chinese man being chased up a slide and he trips and shoots up off the top. 4:50 is the time my neighbor circle K has it's trash picked up. ... 4:51... ....CPU sounds like a tropical rainforest of clicks and chirps. ...This morning I herd a cat our side. "mare. mare. mare." Hark, the sounds of a feline. "Oh do not ask what is it, let us go and make our visit.", but the feline stirred at the sounds of the opening door. poor creature. ...4:55pm....I think im out now.... 4:57...pm. I wonder what will happen when i'm asleep. ...4:59pm ...