Jan 12, 2005 17:43
Hey guys what's up? yea so i have come to the conclusion that i am in fact a waste of life..... i work 2 days a week and all of my money is gone once i step in my door paying whether it be car insurance or phone bills or just money that i owe..... i do nothing with my time except sleep and get fucked up..... i can't even afford to buy stoges everyday i am a fuckin waste i have NOTHING to show for anything! I CAN'T EVEN FILL MY FUCKIN GAS TANK!!! but all i do know is that living here doesn't fuckin help.... my friends pay more attention to what i do when it comes to drinkin and whether or not i can smoke up my parents don't do shit according to them i've been clean since the summer YEA OK!! like today i think kevin is more worried about the shit that i'll do than my parents are.... i hate my family i hate my house i fuckin hate everything about this place.... i am ahving the worst week of my life!!
1. my cell phone gets stolen
2. i have no gas
3. i can't afford trees
4. i can't fuckina fford to eat!!
5. i have absolutely no $$
6. my car insurance is due on the 28 and i'm still $100 short
7. i can't even get fucked!! ugh!!!
i have nothing so whats the fuckin point!!!
Wishingly Yours,
Heather