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Oct 15, 2009 20:46

Well, shit.

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notskywalker October 15 2009, 10:26:30 UTC
Well shit, what?

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doesntwaltz October 15 2009, 10:37:29 UTC
I missed his call. He left a message. That's all I got now until he manages to get to a phone again. He's gone right back into all the fighting.

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notskywalker October 15 2009, 10:41:38 UTC
What? When did he call? What did he say? Why did you miss it?

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doesntwaltz October 15 2009, 10:43:51 UTC
He called earlier. I can't fucking believe it! He called a few days ago, and it was so great hearing his voice. I've been waiting for him to call again, and I fucking miss it.

Ironically it was because I was out with a friend of his. A medic just back from his tour. He trained with Rob way back when.

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notskywalker October 15 2009, 10:46:21 UTC
Are you angry? Sad? Want to hit someone? Cry? Do I need to call any repairmen for the apartment? Did he say when he might call again?

Seriously? How did you come across him? Or did he come to visit you?

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doesntwaltz October 15 2009, 10:51:10 UTC
Sad. He wished me happy birthday for Friday. I just... how can I fucking enjoy my birthday when I'm about to be back in the dark again. It sucks. It beyond sucks. No repairmen needed. Yet. He can't call again. Well, he has no idea when.

Yeah, he came to visit. His crew picked up Rob and took him to the infirmary. He spoke to Rob, and came to let me know how he was going. Give me some photos.

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notskywalker October 15 2009, 11:08:45 UTC
Because he told you to have a happy one and he would probably feel worse knowing he fucked your birthday for you? And think about it, if he didn't get sick, you wouldn't have heard from him at all. You know he's okay now, and well enough to go back to his job.

Hey, that was really nice of him. Someone who knows the guy, could tell you he was okay. Did it help at all?

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doesntwaltz October 15 2009, 17:29:26 UTC
That's true... He does tend to feel bad easily. I think it's because he already knows this sucks. Is it wrong I want him sick again?

A real physical link to Rob. It did. Made me sad, but a happy sad.

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notskywalker October 16 2009, 00:10:29 UTC
Of course he does. He thinks you're giving up everything for him. He's trying to do what he can to make sure you're okay. It's not wrong, it just means you miss him. I don't know how you do it, I really don't. But I know you love him, and that can get us through a lot of shit.

So, is he a nice guy? You got photos. These aren't dirty photos, are they?

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doesntwaltz October 16 2009, 07:10:39 UTC
I just need to know he's okay! Never mind me. Yeah, I really do, Lulu. I love him like crazy. I'm not really sure how I'm doing it either, but I guess it's just the idea of him coming back that keeps me going.

Definitely nice. If I was single and in no way seeing Rob, I'd do him. I think most girls would. And most guys would just like having him as a mate. No, they're not. A photo from the day he shipped out, and a couple of him in the infirmary.

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notskywalker October 16 2009, 07:31:07 UTC
Didn't he tell you he was? I thought that's what the phone call was? I'm trying to help with some silver lining here, so maybe it's better to have him and away than not have him at all?

Sound, is this another body we need to accept into the fold? Where is he from? Is he local? Why don't you blow the photos up and hang them on your wall. Have you even got any other photos of him, besides the wedding?

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doesntwaltz October 16 2009, 07:45:51 UTC
Yes... But it was my moment! I got cheated! No hurling test. This is what I've been telling you since I married him. I'd rather have him and away, than not at all.

He's Texan, based in Jersey, I think... He hangs out in New York a lot. I might have asked him to move in with me to the new place. So yes to the fold? No... And hey, I like that idea. I'll get some nice frames.

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notskywalker October 16 2009, 07:52:36 UTC
Wasn't marrying him your moment? I hear that's supposed to be the moment. If he was here, he wouldn't have been poisoned anyway and probably wouldn't have hurled, so technically you still have your moment somewhere coming when he gets back and you give him the flu or something.

To move in with you?! Are you sure he's who he says he is? He isn't just coming to kidnap you or something, is he? Is he really what he is? Was the accent fake? How do you know for sure?

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doesntwaltz October 16 2009, 09:07:56 UTC
Sure, but we did kind of skip a lot of other moments to get to that moment. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. Much. Just want to be there for him when he needs me. Maybe I should go hang out with sick people?

Um... yeah. And yes, I'm pretty sure. He knew a lot about Rob and us, and had the photos. Why would he want to kidnap me? And no, the accent wasn't fake! We talked a lot, Lulu. Give me a little credit before you do the pitbull thing. You can always talk to him yourself.

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notskywalker October 16 2009, 09:32:41 UTC
So, make a list of moments you want, and do them all when he gets back. You can work through it when you stop fucking his brains out. What, like Andy? He had enough snot and mucus to fill a pool. He sounded like Darth Vader on the phone.

But he's a stranger! What if you want to walk around in the nick?

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doesntwaltz October 16 2009, 09:34:32 UTC
When did you get to be the one with all the good ideas? I might never stop fucking his brains out... We should cheer him up. Sucks he's sick when it's nearly his wedding.

He's a friend of Rob's! I wouldn't?

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