fuck fuck fuck

[doesntexist]

yeah so there was this one time when i wanted nothing but a friend and something more but couldnt find much of anything...
and there was this one boy named josh who i thought was cute but then he had a girlfriend so i gave up on it since im a bitch anyways...
there was this one time i killed myself because i dont know what else to do cuz my mom wants me to go to millbury but i cant make up my mind..
my friends all now hate me...
and i do too...
i make everyone mad
and i need someone to talk to that will
TAKE ME SERIOUSLY.
someone who will like... listen or soemthing... unlike these other "friends" i have..
i hate that im so easily addicted to things.. its a serious problem guys...
josh.
i barely know the boy but i haave issues with it already...
i wanna find someone... damn it
haha now i just sound like a fucking loser.
cmon
hopefully that damn serial killer guy gets me and leaves me in some wooded area so no one finds me for a long long time..
and by then ill be all rotty and stuff...
mmm...
i wanna tell people lots of stuff about how i feel
but cant
its so hard
im stuck
fucking stuck right here
and i have moved in so long
this is gay
im gonna go eat some stupid pizza
if someone figures out how to fix things please tell me...
talk to me
bye