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i spent a long time in greensboro in purposeful isolation acting with the most fevered self-involvement yet and it was sort of perfect. i also spent a very long time in the mountains very deprived of everything and now that it's over, i have a separate self to examine and learn from. it's 1:16, flight at 8:45, portland again, maryland again, north carolina again. i always wish i could be everywhere doing everything. that last entry was supposed to be my last