1st date in 2 years and how'd it go? I'll tell you...
Well, last night was my date with David. It was fun, we spent like and hour and a half in the Halloween store. Then we met up with Rachael (not Brandon, he was grounded I think) for dinner. All in all it was fun...you can see some pictures under my new alias "detectivepow2" at picturetrail.
There was only one problem. Me. I was relieved to find that David was less nervous than usual, thanks to a word from Shelb I assume, but I don't know...he didn't give me that scared feeling or anything. I feel like shit because I got both my hopes and his up for a possible relationship but I can tell you now it's not gonna happen. I knew it wouldn't, but I, like Carrie or Kate, tried to convince myself of otherwise because one of my problems is that I never give relationships a chance. Now I remember why. Because they don't work unless you're frighteningly excited to see them at any chance, no matter if be that they pass you in the hall or if it's your first date. You have to want to wear make-up and ass-pants and charm them with your failing wit. I didn't have that with David and I regret that I gave either of us hope, especially him. I guess I'll just return to the rank of the no-Prospect ones, but hey that's ok. There's a whole year in front of me and until I start freaking out over a guy again I'm just gonna have to deal with having no Prospects. After all, I managed last year and the year before that.
There was only one problem. Me. I was relieved to find that David was less nervous than usual, thanks to a word from Shelb I assume, but I don't know...he didn't give me that scared feeling or anything. I feel like shit because I got both my hopes and his up for a possible relationship but I can tell you now it's not gonna happen. I knew it wouldn't, but I, like Carrie or Kate, tried to convince myself of otherwise because one of my problems is that I never give relationships a chance. Now I remember why. Because they don't work unless you're frighteningly excited to see them at any chance, no matter if be that they pass you in the hall or if it's your first date. You have to want to wear make-up and ass-pants and charm them with your failing wit. I didn't have that with David and I regret that I gave either of us hope, especially him. I guess I'll just return to the rank of the no-Prospect ones, but hey that's ok. There's a whole year in front of me and until I start freaking out over a guy again I'm just gonna have to deal with having no Prospects. After all, I managed last year and the year before that.