well life sucks
i just lost another friend...usually the justace system works "your innocent untill proven guilty" but in this case its one friends word to someone unknown....and frankly seeing that my lost friend is friends with my ex it doesnt help...supposidly someone told him that i called her a female dog...well first of all i dont cuss...so that would never happen...second of all if anything im the one that still wishes to be friends with her...so frankly i have no intention of calling her bad names or doing anything mean to her....however she feels the total opposite....anyways...i had just written a good journal entry before this one but it failed to work...so now im in a pissed off mode...lost a friend, lost a journal entry, lost doing something tonight, lost my life...ha...only in my dreams....ahh shut up...go to bed...NOW!