3 more weeks.
i have stopped writing. maybe that's bad but i don't know. nothing really motivates me to write anymore. also, the non-existence of time in my life right now could be a minor obstacle in actually writing.
every day is spent with assignments that have been looming from the beginning of the year. the storm has finally come. 6 assignments this week. radio production, tv production, 3 news articles, feature writing article. i don't even know where to begin. wait. no. i do know where to begin i just don't want to begin.
i'm sitting in Brony's room contemplating whether i should even go to work later on only becuase i want to sit here and ponder even longer about what i want to do.
it seems like the lack of time and pressure of stuff having to be handed in makes me work better. i guess i don't crack as much under pressure than i usually did before going into uni. 3 weeks and i'm done with this semester. then, the last semester of my Degree is over. - hopefully.
I got into this mentoring program that matches you with a mentor of you chosen profession. luckily enough, i got chosen to be with a journalist. the Sub-Editor of the Gold Coast Bulletin. i guess it's the equivalent of the Newpaper in singapore. hopefully i do well. somehow, i get scared that i won't be good enough. Keegan got with the radio station Hot Tomato. I don't know... i don't really like Radio... i prefer Tv. it's just so much more fun to deal with the machines...
i'm thinking of doing another degree now.... maybe film studies? or anthro? i'm not sure.. just looking at the sheer amount of work to be done reminds me of this semesters stresses. it's gone by so FAST.
i feel like i just moved into my own house and now it's been months that i've lived here. i can't even believe i'm actually living an adult life. it's just so weird... i have a house (no doubt rented cause i'm still poor), pay my own phone, electricity, internet bills, pay my own rent, get my own groceries...
but why do i still feel like a child? my social life consists of random outings on nights that i am not working.. and contains the same people. i have however done so much more this year..
that so much to ponder about... where should my life's adventure take me next? should i stay on GC or should i move. i really don't know...
every day is spent with assignments that have been looming from the beginning of the year. the storm has finally come. 6 assignments this week. radio production, tv production, 3 news articles, feature writing article. i don't even know where to begin. wait. no. i do know where to begin i just don't want to begin.
i'm sitting in Brony's room contemplating whether i should even go to work later on only becuase i want to sit here and ponder even longer about what i want to do.
it seems like the lack of time and pressure of stuff having to be handed in makes me work better. i guess i don't crack as much under pressure than i usually did before going into uni. 3 weeks and i'm done with this semester. then, the last semester of my Degree is over. - hopefully.
I got into this mentoring program that matches you with a mentor of you chosen profession. luckily enough, i got chosen to be with a journalist. the Sub-Editor of the Gold Coast Bulletin. i guess it's the equivalent of the Newpaper in singapore. hopefully i do well. somehow, i get scared that i won't be good enough. Keegan got with the radio station Hot Tomato. I don't know... i don't really like Radio... i prefer Tv. it's just so much more fun to deal with the machines...
i'm thinking of doing another degree now.... maybe film studies? or anthro? i'm not sure.. just looking at the sheer amount of work to be done reminds me of this semesters stresses. it's gone by so FAST.
i feel like i just moved into my own house and now it's been months that i've lived here. i can't even believe i'm actually living an adult life. it's just so weird... i have a house (no doubt rented cause i'm still poor), pay my own phone, electricity, internet bills, pay my own rent, get my own groceries...
but why do i still feel like a child? my social life consists of random outings on nights that i am not working.. and contains the same people. i have however done so much more this year..
that so much to ponder about... where should my life's adventure take me next? should i stay on GC or should i move. i really don't know...