when i grow up
a linger fanmix
i. common rotation GIVEN SIGNS [sam]
down here it's all engine talk
and the memory of motion
that train in the distance
it's the sound of the ocean
it's the fear of believing
believing all of this will never end
ii. mumford & sons WHITE BLANK PAGE [cole+isabel]
can you lie next to her
and give her your heart, your heart
as well as your body [...]
and can you kneel before the king
and say i'm clean, i'm clean
iii. wintersleep ORCA [cole]
i'll be a killer whale when i grow up
i'll be an animal, a carnivore
i'll be a monster
clenching my jagged jaws
over the captured
iv. bon iver THE WOLVES (ACT I AND II) [isabel]
someday my pain, someday my pain
will mark you
harness your blame, harness your blame
and walk through
with the wild wolves around you
v. beirut THE PENALTY [grace]
impassable night in a crowd of homesick
fully grown children, you'll leave the lights
your family may not wait, sir, keep on believing
our parents rue the day they find us kneeling
vi. phosphorescent WOLVES [grace]
they're pacing and glowing and bright
their faces all snowy and white
bury their paws in the stone
make for my heart as their home
they tumble and fight
and they're beautiful
vii. bon iver RE: STACKS [all]
this is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization
it's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away
viii. iron & wine FEVER DREAM [sam+grace]
her fever dream
a language on her face
i want your flowers like babies want God's love
or maybe as sure as tomorrow will come
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This is probably the fastest I've ever put a mix together. I finished the book about 24 hours ago, and in those 24 hours this mix flew together, partly from things I'd been listening to as I read the last third of the book.
Maggie Stiefvater's Linger is an amazing few hundred pages. It picks up where Shiver left off, and then takes you down a twisting emotional road with four grown-up children. If you've never read either, I highly suggest you go pick
them up.
If you have read them, go check out my dear friend
amberwing's amazing
fanmix for Shiver.
As always, comments are adored. ♥ Thanks for listening!
Here be spoilers: An additional note about White Blank Page, a song I tagged for Isabel and Cole: I don't usually do notes like this for mixes, but I think this one needs a bit of explaining because it could easily be taken the wrong way. It is really song I chose mostly about/for both of them instead of about/for each-other, if that makes any sense. But tell me now, where was my fault / In loving you with all my heart. It's not each other, but different people (Jack, Vincent, possibly Angie) that they've loved in different, mostly non-romantic ways but ultimately lost. Cole admits in the narration at one point towards the end of the book that he and Isabel don't have the kind of love Grace and Sam do, and in fact aren't anywhere close. Cole says: "I don't think what we had could get to this, even if you gave it a thousand years. I was suddenly glad tht I'd left Isabel on her bed and then alone at her house." Can you lie next to her / and give her your heart, your heart / as well as your body. No, Cole/Isabel, you can't.