May 30, 2005 15:43
well im home and pretty bummed about it. aside from being in the presence of 321 people at all times for the last 5 days, its was by far my favorite trip up there. i could go on and on about all of the reasons why, but im sure they wouldnt mean the same thing to anyone that they do to me. all i can say is, i am the luckiest girl in the world to have the family i do. philadelphia was beautiful as always. the weather was absolutely ideal. the wedding was hands down the most fun ive had in years. ive seen friends get married and it of course always gets to you, but seeing my (favorite) cousin get married really hit a lot closer to the heart, maybe bc weve grown up together, who knows. everything was just right. the location (outside on a hill next to a creek), the reception, the people. blah blah. at said wedding i met a certain awesome someone. now of course as my luck would have it, he lives in denver and was just in for the wedding. he left before we did though and weve already talked a few more times and are going to become letter writing buddies. so i guess i cant complain about a refreshingly nice time with someone whom i plan on keeping in touch with.
i called nick last night all upset bc i was convinced i was having a quater life crisis. at my uncles house last night i found a bunch of pictures from the last time travis and i were up there. i naturally got upset, not so much bc of travis, but more bc i looked so much happier then, just different in every way .less tired and bored almost, like you could actually see the difference in my face. the thought of coming back here was actually manifesting itself in a slew of physical symptoms. im so happy when im up there and the idea of coming back here was more stifling than usual. he assured me that i only have a little bit longer that i have to be here to finish things up and then i can go. now i just have to convince mandy to ditch chicago for philadelphia. well and nick and fallon and my cat. i missed those 4 terribly.
well speaking of nick, i think ill call him now and make him distract me from the feeling of being kicked in the stomach that im currently having.
im sure this update seems super spoil sport, but its just bc i had SUCH an amazing time and i miss it already.