GRRRRRR!

May 10, 2004 21:47

God fucking damn it all to fucking hell!!!

I just did a massive entry and I hit some button and it's all gone! GRR!

WORST FUCKING DAY! Mock trial sucked, the other team cheated, and gave us low blows. The girl I interviewed was a conniving little bitch... she actually pretended to cry and wasted my limited time to prove my point! GRRRR! The other guy kept objecting just to waste our time! GRR! People are so fucking shitty!

I found myself back to where I was and it sucks. It felt so good being happy again, but then the present reality of the situation keeps coming up and I can't help but feel sad! It's so fucking annoying, I hate where this has lead me. Ugh! :(

I'm also annoyed at myself for being so up and down for so long... I know I must be annoying the hell out of everyone around me by now... I hate bitching! Grrr! but sometimes it just helps. I hate my situation... I have no trust in people anyone. I used to see the good in everyone, but I have seen how heartless some people can be and now all I see is that they will probably just screw me over eventually, so what is the point!?

I can't wait to get out of school! I am sick of the bull shit! (That’s just one of the things pissing me off today). No one take any of this personally... I am just in a really really bad mood. and people keep adding too it, people are being careless. All I want in life is the truth, nothing more nothing less. I don't want the bullshit in the middle; I don't want people to mess around with everything else. Just the straight up facts, I can deal with that.

That was basically what I said... it was a little more in-depth than that and a little more tactful... but meh! I'm not happy!
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