...on friends...
alright so in life you meet certain people who you like, and who you are lead to believe like you back...these people are people you refer to as "friends" a "friend" is someone who you get along well with, someone who is always there for you, someone you keeps you going when you dont think you can anymore. later in life however, you begin to realize there are some people who dont care at all about friendship or some people who pretend to be your friend. these people refer to your "special bond" as a "friendship", when really...it is nothing more than them coming to you when they need something and you giving it to them because you consider them a friend, even though they dont treat you like a friend you consider them a friend because you arent them...you dont use people to get what you need. friendship is a bond in which both parties never require anything from the other, they simply enjoy the other persons company. in my life right now, ive come to learn i have two sets of friends. friends who are friends with my because they enjoy the bond we have and want our friendship, and friends who use me to get things or pretend to be my friend only to try and put me down. and ive foolishly gone along with this...why? i dont know...maybe im too nice of a person to just ignore them and tell them im done. but honestly, these people dont deserve to be treated as a friend. so to all my realy friends...thank you for being there for me and wanting to be friends with me...and to all my "real" friends....im done with you....i dont need you....im fine without you. goodnight.
much much love,
john
much much love,
john