before I leave...
alright...sunday night...day before florida...and amen im leaving tomorrow.
sometimes i really wish i could just leave here and forget about things....i get to do that now...not permanently but at least for a while.
lifes been so hectic and crazy lately and ive been trying to keep up with it...but i havent been able to...
theres all these decisions that it seems like i have to make...and its honestly way to overwhelming right now...and i know i come off as an asshole because of someone...sorry....im just trying my best to figure things out...im not perfect
im really glad im leaving tomorrow...i get to run away from all my problems for two weeks...and when i get back...maybe people will still hate me...maybe people wont...but ill still be the same person going back to living my life
im sorry if i hurt you...
much love for now,
john
youre what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead
strength in bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper
its all for you
cuz thats what you do
sometimes i really wish i could just leave here and forget about things....i get to do that now...not permanently but at least for a while.
lifes been so hectic and crazy lately and ive been trying to keep up with it...but i havent been able to...
theres all these decisions that it seems like i have to make...and its honestly way to overwhelming right now...and i know i come off as an asshole because of someone...sorry....im just trying my best to figure things out...im not perfect
im really glad im leaving tomorrow...i get to run away from all my problems for two weeks...and when i get back...maybe people will still hate me...maybe people wont...but ill still be the same person going back to living my life
im sorry if i hurt you...
much love for now,
john
youre what keeps me believing this world's not gone dead
strength in bones
put the words in my head
when they pour out to paper
its all for you
cuz thats what you do