struggling to stay here

[dodgingbullets]

im really lost right now, and things ive heard have made me feel even worse.
i feel so low, and i dont think im good enough for anyone anymore... my life has never been this bad...
i really miss alot of people
its hard to keep going when you know theres a whole lot of people that are thinking alot less of you right now...
something that was good....turned into something bad.

regretfully yours,
john