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When was the last time you took a hard look at your intentions? About why you were at your job, who you spoke to, which choices you make...any of it? I look hard at why I'm at my job the reasons I want to serve people, the reasons why I want to go back to school and the reasons I don't want to live at my moms place. I realize that as hard as it is at times to put up with the bs, this was the right choice for me. I look at why I spend time with people and I struggle I find the enjoyment but there's always more to it then that. I've seen myself in the past being interested in getting to know someone based on romantic interests and notice that this is not a good way to go about things as the mind will always create what you want to see. So the soultion then is to spend time to spend time with a person. Fair enough. So how aware am I in the end, how much slips by unnoticed which actions I make how I react to the people I don't like how I react to those I do. So much can be gained but wht we lose we'll never know.
This doesn't convey exactly what I want as I do enjoy physical interaction but it's alone the right lines.
This doesn't convey exactly what I want as I do enjoy physical interaction but it's alone the right lines.