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I'm tired, and it's showing.
I'm growing irritated with some people and wanting to get to know others so badly that I'm starting to irritate myself. I'm going to drop compsci as a major and focus on philosophy, perhaps add something else to the mix, but just things I enjoy, nothing I feel like I'm not going to with an aim of minimizing jumping through hoops.
Sera and I broke up, in the end it was alot of me, alot of her and alot of me not thinking it would be healthy.
I realized lately from talking ot other people, just how anti-social I've been this year, how much i've been relying on the internet for connectivity, and how much I just want to get out there and be with people. I just don't feel like there's really anyone around and when I do I always feel crunched for time.
I want it to be warm again, so I can go out and ride my bike, go out and enjoy the world a bit, I've really started to appreciate nature and people of different mentalities. I'm house sitting later this week, I don't think I"ll be doing much of anything but just taking it easy. But it'll be nice.
I havn't had anything to say recently. I don't know why, losing my voice to an extent, I need change...more change, something? someone? to go somewhere just for the sake of it? I need to stop worry about other people and worry about myself.
Being greedy does have its benefits from time to time.
and in the end, when everythings said and done.
Everything is beautiful...and nothing hurts.
I'm growing irritated with some people and wanting to get to know others so badly that I'm starting to irritate myself. I'm going to drop compsci as a major and focus on philosophy, perhaps add something else to the mix, but just things I enjoy, nothing I feel like I'm not going to with an aim of minimizing jumping through hoops.
Sera and I broke up, in the end it was alot of me, alot of her and alot of me not thinking it would be healthy.
I realized lately from talking ot other people, just how anti-social I've been this year, how much i've been relying on the internet for connectivity, and how much I just want to get out there and be with people. I just don't feel like there's really anyone around and when I do I always feel crunched for time.
I want it to be warm again, so I can go out and ride my bike, go out and enjoy the world a bit, I've really started to appreciate nature and people of different mentalities. I'm house sitting later this week, I don't think I"ll be doing much of anything but just taking it easy. But it'll be nice.
I havn't had anything to say recently. I don't know why, losing my voice to an extent, I need change...more change, something? someone? to go somewhere just for the sake of it? I need to stop worry about other people and worry about myself.
Being greedy does have its benefits from time to time.
and in the end, when everythings said and done.
Everything is beautiful...and nothing hurts.