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I'm starting to think that things are going to really look up for me. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I just don't want to roll out of bed. The past week I have had no trouble whatsoever. It's like I know I am heading for something good, I can feel it. SO now its only a matter of time. But there are still those moments in the day, when all I want to do is feel my head burst into a million tiny pieces. I have actually felt pressure in my face. I thought my head was going to implode. It's quite scary when you think about it. I feel better now. Today was good. No major stresses in my life. Things are a lot less complicated. I can't wait to get paid, Then I will totally feel the weight lift. But for now, bed.