This is my life
Okay so i was laying in my bed staring at the celing and it just hit me this is my life o my god and i was tad depressed thinking about just slitting my wrists and being done with it but what would that solve i mean honestly that and tiffy would find a way to raise me from the dead just to kill me lol So tomorrow i am going to call the county because they approved me for a social worker and see what they can do for me if they cant do anything get me anymore money i'm going to have say screw it and get a job i dont know what else to do i can work at wal mart or the gas station because i need money i cant stand it anymore not having money to go out or live off of i dont even know how i am going to afford smokes this week lord thats even more depressing adn then there is Jorgan and i even more at a loss with him then fucking Charlie for christ sake i just dont know maybe it is just one of those days i just wish i had a bowl yep thats what im wishing for o hell i dont know what to do about anything back to watching tv and staring at the ceiling.
Nikki
Nikki