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okay, I'm trying to figure out what I'm really feeling right now, and I'm telling you it really isn't easy, it's like trying to drink milk , you know it's good for you but it tastes like total crap, getting everything out in the clear is good for you but it can also make life hard for you.
I'm dying (almost litterary)to go to a FOB concert and ofcourse my dad says that I can go now, but now all of the tikets are sold out..blöö, I'm going to go this summer though if they come to england, my friend will maybe tag along, if her parents let her that is,.
trying to be philosopical isn¨'t really myt thing but I try, I try to see the good side of everything but maybe what I have to learn is to see the dark sides to so I don't have to be hurt everytime I lay my trust on anyone, people have a tendency to let me down... a bit disturbing....
I guy noticed me today, he kinda flirted, he was kinda cute, and the thing was I was sitting in the car on my way home from jogging, it made me giggle slightly inside :P oh yer, my birthday is tomorrow, how lovely! I think I'm getting atleast one of the CD's I wanted I hope so ^^ it would make me extatic for a while ^^
gosh I want summer to come soon, I need it i need a break from all of this, I need a new start.
It's truly going to be a new experience to start at my new school, I hope I cope..
anyways, this is em, the one and only, signing out for now
kisses and hugs
XO
I'm dying (almost litterary)to go to a FOB concert and ofcourse my dad says that I can go now, but now all of the tikets are sold out..blöö, I'm going to go this summer though if they come to england, my friend will maybe tag along, if her parents let her that is,.
trying to be philosopical isn¨'t really myt thing but I try, I try to see the good side of everything but maybe what I have to learn is to see the dark sides to so I don't have to be hurt everytime I lay my trust on anyone, people have a tendency to let me down... a bit disturbing....
I guy noticed me today, he kinda flirted, he was kinda cute, and the thing was I was sitting in the car on my way home from jogging, it made me giggle slightly inside :P oh yer, my birthday is tomorrow, how lovely! I think I'm getting atleast one of the CD's I wanted I hope so ^^ it would make me extatic for a while ^^
gosh I want summer to come soon, I need it i need a break from all of this, I need a new start.
It's truly going to be a new experience to start at my new school, I hope I cope..
anyways, this is em, the one and only, signing out for now
kisses and hugs
XO