FanFiction: She Already Knows [Olivia's POV From 11x24 Shattered]
Author: Erin
Title: She Already knows
Pairing: Olivia's POV
Spoilers: 11x24 Shattered
Fandom: Law & Order: SVU
Disclaimer: just borrowing the characters will return them back to the show in one piece. I make no profit from this story at all. All the characters belong to Dick Wolf & NBC/Universal.
Rating: PG
Author's Notes: contains references to femslash if you don't like it, don't read it.
As I continued to put pressure on Melinda's wound, I looked down at her face and she looked at me her face etched with terrifying fear. I knew that she was going to die if we didn't get out of there soon and she of course knew that as well being a doctor. I've never been so scared in my life, I couldn't help it between the blood everywhere-Melinda's blood and hearing her the woman I loved in pain all I could do to help her at that moment was be there to comfort her and let her know that I would help her anyway I could with anything that she needed.
And that's when I broke out of my terrifying thoughts when she said she needed a chest tube because she was now having trouble breathing. As Jo got up and got the supplies for me to do it. I told Melinda that I couldn't do it then she said something I will never forgot: “then get ready to watch me die” that just tore at my insides and in my heart that's when I knew I had to do it because if I didn't she was going to die and I couldn't bear watching that happen. Melinda struggling with every breath she took walked me through it and I inserted the tube, but I didn't want to her her pain, but I did and I felt my heart being ripped out once again.
Once the tube was inserted she was breathing okay, but not out of the woods just yet. I again told Sophie that we needed to get Melinda out of the morgue and to the hospital for medical assistance. Finally after a few more agonizing minutes she let us help Melinda out to get her to the hospital she was finally out of the morgue now and I took a deep breath and just collapsed to the floor I couldn't believe that I had saved her life and in the same token hadn't protected her from harm which is my job. I should have protected her, but in the end I saved her and that for the woman I love so much is enough for me not to fault myself for not keeping her safe.
The woman I love, her eyes told me that I didn't have to tell her I loved her she already knows.
Title: She Already knows
Pairing: Olivia's POV
Spoilers: 11x24 Shattered
Fandom: Law & Order: SVU
Disclaimer: just borrowing the characters will return them back to the show in one piece. I make no profit from this story at all. All the characters belong to Dick Wolf & NBC/Universal.
Rating: PG
Author's Notes: contains references to femslash if you don't like it, don't read it.
As I continued to put pressure on Melinda's wound, I looked down at her face and she looked at me her face etched with terrifying fear. I knew that she was going to die if we didn't get out of there soon and she of course knew that as well being a doctor. I've never been so scared in my life, I couldn't help it between the blood everywhere-Melinda's blood and hearing her the woman I loved in pain all I could do to help her at that moment was be there to comfort her and let her know that I would help her anyway I could with anything that she needed.
And that's when I broke out of my terrifying thoughts when she said she needed a chest tube because she was now having trouble breathing. As Jo got up and got the supplies for me to do it. I told Melinda that I couldn't do it then she said something I will never forgot: “then get ready to watch me die” that just tore at my insides and in my heart that's when I knew I had to do it because if I didn't she was going to die and I couldn't bear watching that happen. Melinda struggling with every breath she took walked me through it and I inserted the tube, but I didn't want to her her pain, but I did and I felt my heart being ripped out once again.
Once the tube was inserted she was breathing okay, but not out of the woods just yet. I again told Sophie that we needed to get Melinda out of the morgue and to the hospital for medical assistance. Finally after a few more agonizing minutes she let us help Melinda out to get her to the hospital she was finally out of the morgue now and I took a deep breath and just collapsed to the floor I couldn't believe that I had saved her life and in the same token hadn't protected her from harm which is my job. I should have protected her, but in the end I saved her and that for the woman I love so much is enough for me not to fault myself for not keeping her safe.
The woman I love, her eyes told me that I didn't have to tell her I loved her she already knows.