updates and shit
My LJ is such a mess. I think it's harder to update it just because it's so ugly to me right now -- I haven't even changed my layout since... 2008? /emo.
At least I update it and check it daily, which is more than I can say for most people. I've actually been writing a lot of stuff directly into LJ and private-ing it until its ready. However long that will be. I have about 3 WIPs open. I keep losing my direction. And for most of it, inspiration, too. I'm good for the writing itself, but completely fail at telling a story.
Anyway, I turned 29 two weeks ago. I had stuff to say about that, but I was exhausted and ended up never finishing the entry. My birthday pretty much rocked even though it was a simple one. I was serenaded via Skype (purposefully badly) by someone somewhat famous and its weird because I don't think of him that way. Some of my friends know what I mean, when it comes to musician/artist friends with notoriety, feeling weird that they have fans and people think they're awesome when all you see is wtfbigdork madness. When some people would be like /braggingrights, I'm like /facepalm. Its weirder that I have friends who are big fans of the band and I don't really want to mention in conversation sometimes because I don't... idek. It's like they'd really be interested in hearing details, but I'm totally not interested in talking about them, if that makes sense. XD
Nya, I'm supposed to have a photo shoot and I keep putting it off. Well, if it'd stop raining, that'd be A+ since its supposed to be outdoors and I don't need my hair going flat before the first frame. x_x Also, my dad got remarried last weekend. My new step-mother was like... terrified of me initially. It was so funny. XD She still kind of sometimes looks like she wants to hide every time I talk to her, but she's getting better about it. I think she gets so nervous around me, she forgets English. While talking to my dad, she's totally normal, but to me, it's awful. My dad is stupidly happy so that's all that matters. She thinks he's hilarious -- I told my sister the other day, 'it makes sense that dad had to leave the country to find someone who laughs at his jokes.' lol.
No other news aside from that -- education isn't really exciting even if people pretend to me that they're interested. Financial issues, blahblah. I need to go cancel my bank account since BoA decided that raising the fees on a basic checking account by $15 last month was totally okay. -_- wtf world are they from? On Point is like right across the street and they're better, anyway. Although I'll have to actually park my car to use the ATM. oh noes?
Not that its comfortable using an ATM with some impatient douche making rude hand gestures at me anyway as if I can help how long the thing takes to process the transaction and print it. :| I swear, you put someone behind the wheel and the fucktard factor goes up by like infinity. People are always driving really dangerously that nearly every day, I'm almost in an accident. Someone actually hit my car for the first time about a month ago -- granted, she was really old, and seemed really absent minded so it isn't like most people who are just so impatient that they don't care if its at risk to themselves or other people. x_x Still, she just drove right into the back of my car even though I was right there in front of her and painfully obvious, she still somehow didn't see me/wasn't paying attention.
Didn't damage my car at all. Which is weird, cuz its small and light. Her van on the other hand ate the wrath of my bumper. Then again, maybe it shouldn't be so surprising. The first three letters on my license plate read WAR (lol, Oregon plates are three letters followed by three numbers) so that's just a warning to other people on the road, I guess. Don't step to the Kelsey-Mobile -- it'll fuck you up right. >D
At least I update it and check it daily, which is more than I can say for most people. I've actually been writing a lot of stuff directly into LJ and private-ing it until its ready. However long that will be. I have about 3 WIPs open. I keep losing my direction. And for most of it, inspiration, too. I'm good for the writing itself, but completely fail at telling a story.
Anyway, I turned 29 two weeks ago. I had stuff to say about that, but I was exhausted and ended up never finishing the entry. My birthday pretty much rocked even though it was a simple one. I was serenaded via Skype (purposefully badly) by someone somewhat famous and its weird because I don't think of him that way. Some of my friends know what I mean, when it comes to musician/artist friends with notoriety, feeling weird that they have fans and people think they're awesome when all you see is wtfbigdork madness. When some people would be like /braggingrights, I'm like /facepalm. Its weirder that I have friends who are big fans of the band and I don't really want to mention in conversation sometimes because I don't... idek. It's like they'd really be interested in hearing details, but I'm totally not interested in talking about them, if that makes sense. XD
Nya, I'm supposed to have a photo shoot and I keep putting it off. Well, if it'd stop raining, that'd be A+ since its supposed to be outdoors and I don't need my hair going flat before the first frame. x_x Also, my dad got remarried last weekend. My new step-mother was like... terrified of me initially. It was so funny. XD She still kind of sometimes looks like she wants to hide every time I talk to her, but she's getting better about it. I think she gets so nervous around me, she forgets English. While talking to my dad, she's totally normal, but to me, it's awful. My dad is stupidly happy so that's all that matters. She thinks he's hilarious -- I told my sister the other day, 'it makes sense that dad had to leave the country to find someone who laughs at his jokes.' lol.
No other news aside from that -- education isn't really exciting even if people pretend to me that they're interested. Financial issues, blahblah. I need to go cancel my bank account since BoA decided that raising the fees on a basic checking account by $15 last month was totally okay. -_- wtf world are they from? On Point is like right across the street and they're better, anyway. Although I'll have to actually park my car to use the ATM. oh noes?
Not that its comfortable using an ATM with some impatient douche making rude hand gestures at me anyway as if I can help how long the thing takes to process the transaction and print it. :| I swear, you put someone behind the wheel and the fucktard factor goes up by like infinity. People are always driving really dangerously that nearly every day, I'm almost in an accident. Someone actually hit my car for the first time about a month ago -- granted, she was really old, and seemed really absent minded so it isn't like most people who are just so impatient that they don't care if its at risk to themselves or other people. x_x Still, she just drove right into the back of my car even though I was right there in front of her and painfully obvious, she still somehow didn't see me/wasn't paying attention.
Didn't damage my car at all. Which is weird, cuz its small and light. Her van on the other hand ate the wrath of my bumper. Then again, maybe it shouldn't be so surprising. The first three letters on my license plate read WAR (lol, Oregon plates are three letters followed by three numbers) so that's just a warning to other people on the road, I guess. Don't step to the Kelsey-Mobile -- it'll fuck you up right. >D