Dec 06, 2004 09:56
Well, Snow is convinced that I’m a hopeless romantic. Maybe I am. Maybe I expect too much from people. I expect my friends to act like friends instead of total strangers. I expect to not constantly be harassed by my friends. I think they should try to make time for all their friends instead of just talking to them when it’s good for them. I don’t think this is too much to ask. Do you? I always tell myself that I’m finished with high school drama and politics. But I always get sucked into it once again. It’s really rather annoying. Oh well.
I was supposed to go on a tour of Oklahoma Baptist University, but my friend who wanted to go backed out, and I just canceled. Friday was public speaking, which was a hoot. Life progresses. Been playing Xenogears. It’s evil as hell. Also been watching football, and the Bills almost lost. To the freaking 2-9 Dolphins. So much for the playoffs. -_- Been extremely moody and inconsistent lately, kind of mellow and angry, yet… rather calm. I don’t know…. I think I’m falling apart from the inside.
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What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word