Nov 02, 2006 01:24
Just read e.e. cummings poetry. I actually enjoy it.
Let's see. It's been a really slow week. Reading poetry for Lit class, studying Physics again (I just had a test last week!). I missed Biology Tuesday because I unplugged my alarm and went back to sleep without even thinking. :) I've gotta get those notes tomorrow, since the test is next Thursday. Chemistry test fortunately isn't until the week after next, since all my other tests are next week. Lame. -_- Tomorrow is lab, which sucks too.
Halloween...
Well, I was going to hand out candy... but I ended up insanely depressed so I went up to my friend's room and asked if they wanted to go out to eat and apparently they wanted to drive two hours away to go bead shopping (!?) in my home town, so I went with them. Bought two movies (Aladdin and Beauty & the Beast), a CD (Fates Warning. I've heard it's quality metal.), some earrings, and a purse. Also ate out at a nice resturant and had a ridiculously good but expensive dinner, which at the end I found out my friend was paying for. I had a steak, garlic mashed potatoes, and brocolli. Also dessert. Oh my.
Also got to see my mother at Wal-mart and visited my grandparents at their house. It helped cheer me up a lot. My best college friend has also returned from her cousin's funeral- he was killed in Iraq. :/ She seems a bit somber, but she's very unemotional so it's hard to read her one way or another. Eh, if she doesn't want to be reached, I'll leave her to her devices.
Anyway, I've been thinking about a lot of things. A major change, changing locations after I finish my Bachelor's, going to therapy. I just have a feeling that there are some problems that are kind of hidden since I have such crippling mood swings/nervous problems, ignoring all the other crap. *rubs eyes* Well, I'm getting a little tired, so bye bye.
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad,
It's not so bad